DetachedDreamer97
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- Mar 17, 2018
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As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. The UK and OFCOM has singled out this community and have been focusing its censorship efforts here. It takes a good amount of resources to maintain the infrastructure for our community and to resist this censorship. We would appreciate any and all donations.
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I think I managed to open up my profile to people? I'm not really sure.TL;DR: if I scared you with fucking long confessions just run for your life and you good. lol. but I mean it. I do.
it's hard for me to be able to really view them (mine, yours) as family too. when it clearly doesn't do anything a family is meant for, and did/does all it isn't supposed to do. it's "family" in name. a household at most. one where I'm now kept but totally not wanted. strictly for "motherfucker go get sober and choose life" purposes. well I started during HS so I always got a way to score and to use. right in their fucking bathroom. and when there's all the ways you can ctb in a psych ward, they'd have to be really ignorant thinking the bus doesn't stop here either.
I actually liked it better when they kind of disowned me. college, that was. doesn't matter rent wasn't coming. I got way too much connection, way too attached to the streets, that I could've run off with twenty different people anyways. now *that* was a *lot* of choices. and I could've said farewell to rent forever. replace four roommates in a 1B1B apt with hella lot of roommates you like and know well dispersed 'cross an open area. maybe it's the California weather making me say that. but I know what it's like sitting 'round ampm smoking a swisher with buddy at 3 a.m. in rainy winters. my ass was gon freeze. but I honestly couldn't care less. Idk if I still want that at this point. whether it means more to have shelter or to have real human connection. nobody should have to throw one away to get a ticket for the other. but that *is* the situation right here and it doesn't help that I been chronically suicidal.
this is whatever though. not many people got to be on here if their life hasn't already been a "whatever" to themselves. and I'm just another one. and that is whatever as well. I said things that might be too personal for you or for this thread. and you don't have to give a shit as to if you should make me feel heard. I already feel heard. knowing we share a sentiment. possibly experiences. and the funny thing is I sort of wanted to say all of this just becuz I want you to feel heard.
Edit: don't know 'bout the PM thing too well cuz it hasn't been locked for me since day one. you can try settings (it's HELLA long and complicated JUST LIKE my comment lol). if it's too much effort you might want to post that in off-topic section or see if you stumble upon one in the searchbar.
Edit: Edit: I like profile comments a bit better than PMing. if you also happen to feel that way I can comment on yours than mislead this thread with my terrible etiquette lol. is etiquette a Reddit thing only? regardless, *if* you want that *and* don't mind others seeing your post history, you can go to settings and make your profile open. someone had to teach me this as well who was taught by someone else as well. lol.
take care.
I wish I could self harm. View attachment 82273
I think I managed to open up my profile to people? I'm not really sure.
Go ahead and try to comment on my profile. :)
Morning. This forum is made much more confusingly than it really has to been. I'm not seeing any setting to change for it. @w@******everyone else who's not Sanguine can ignore this cuz only reason I'm typing it here is becuz I still can't PM or profile comment them*****
sorry about the late reply. my sleeping routine is the weirdest thing in this world. and I still can't PM *or* start conversation on profile with you. it doesn't have that button for me at your account. if you managed to get a "start conversation" and a "chat" option going when someone previews your profile you know you got it right this time. I'll look into it a little bit. will update if I figure it out.
Wow - that's incredible. You have some fantastic talent!
One of my poems translated by me into English. Poetry in my language is hard to translate due to differences in idioms and language mechanisms but this should be accurate.
Vision of the city
As I drown into myself
My pain I wash away
My life shows itself
Alone I still am today
Thank you!Wow - that's incredible. You have some fantastic talent!
I love these!What a nice thread to scroll through. Good job, everyone.
I've posted some of my paintings before, but here are two more I did.
That is awesome!Years ago I made this and drove around with it for about three months. I guess it could be titled "The Art of Weird Looks at Traffic Lights".
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View attachment 82547Im new to shading so it probably looks like trash but hey I tried.
...if everyone you knew was out to get youThe singer Awsten Knight from the band Waterparks :) not entirely sure if I'm uploading the photo right...View attachment 85176