weepingfree

weepingfree

Time’s tide will smother you, and I will too
Feb 28, 2020
90
She said
Diminish me
Finish me
Infinity
Infinity

She saw darkness in the window
Darkness came too soon
She saw no one at the funeral
Just another day in June

She was nine years old when
They called her ugly, dirty whore
She looked up to say something back
Then disappeared, closed door

She said
Diminish me
Finish me
Infinity
Infinity

Gone deep, all fear, undead
Gone dark, she'd make it end
Couldn't bear to end her life alone
Wounded heart, take your body home

She watched the world from beyond
A window to the sadness all along
She became nothingness and on and on
She was the ending of a song

She said
Diminish me
Finish me
Infinity
Infinity
 
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finish.me

finish.me

I need you to feel this
Jul 14, 2021
142
She said
Diminish me
Finish me
Infinity
Infinity

She saw darkness in the window
Darkness came too soon
She saw no one at the funeral
Just another day in June

She was nine years old when
They called her ugly, dirty whore
She looked up to say something back
Then disappeared, closed door

She said
Diminish me
Finish me
Infinity
Infinity

Gone deep, all fear, undead
Gone dark, she'd make it end
Couldn't bear to end her life alone
Wounded heart, take your body home

She watched the world from beyond
A window to the sadness all along
She became nothingness and on and on
She was the ending of a song

She said
Diminish me
Finish me
Infinity
Infinity

SO FUCKING SICK DUDE that's, so fucking intense. love it
 
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finish.me

finish.me

I need you to feel this
Jul 14, 2021
142
i decided ill share a doodle i did a couple months ago when i was feeling horrible 1627632265133
it was, supposed to be unsettling idk if it captured that well
 
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One day too late

One day too late

I don't want hope. Hope is killing me.
Aug 14, 2020
4,236
A sticker I designed.
 

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Nutshell

Nutshell

I’d feel better dead.
Feb 23, 2020
272
Swooping Barn Owl. Japanese ink and water. I haven't been able to/ allowed myself(?) to paint for very long time. Quite honestly I didn't think I would be able to again.
IMG 20210804 191932
 
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Dymming Star6

Dymming Star6

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Jul 19, 2021
43
This is an original poem written by myself, called, "Why Is It?"...


Why is it that I was born with this heavy heart that I hold..
Why is it I am forever repeatedly spirit torn...
Why is it that the authentic love I so deeply seek...
Thrown into a world so consistently bleak...
Why is it so cold in my blurred view...
No one can really see me in my darkest hue...
Why is it that I am invisible yet slightly visible to the outskirts of this definite wasteland...
Why is it that my sole purpose is lost upon these huge soul masses...
Why is it that true love so far away from my slippery grasp...
Why is it that I feel so lost in this world of unchained chaos...
I am now & forever more, just some insignifcant ashes...blowing in the unchallenging wind...


I hope all of the tenured/newbies of SS enjoy at your leisure...peace
What a nice thread to scroll through. Good job, everyone.

I've posted some of my paintings before, but here are two more I did.

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Just breathtakingly beautiful...So expressive on different levels...
 
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Nutshell

Nutshell

I’d feel better dead.
Feb 23, 2020
272
It would be nice
To put that behind me
To watch the scars fade
To sleep at night
To wake up to sunrise
Then watch it melt away
To fuck under a meteor shower
Or a thunder storm
To feel the earth under my body
The wind on my face
It would be nice
To feel the water licking my skin
To swim under the full moon
Paint those silver strokes
The ebb and flow
On a black mirror canvas
Not the vicious srokes
Vermillion gold across my limbs
These haunting strokes I painted
When I had to open up
Carve into the ink
With nothing but my flesh
My body
My Mind
My body
My mind
My body
My mind
My body
My mind
 
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D

draw a circle

out.
Apr 10, 2020
300
1627646762556

Just chilling in a forest/swamp, rotting and bleeding out lol. Hot girl summer 2021 be like
 
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Kotochan

Kotochan

Student
Jul 17, 2019
143
some copic doodles
 

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Kattt

Kattt

Ancient of Mu-Mu
May 18, 2021
800
found some pictures I took experimenting with lights and various types of glass
 

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Flau

Flau

i'm so done lmao
Dec 30, 2019
75
A sketch I did, resembling FFXIV Zodiak signs
 

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Saski

Saski

Member
Aug 12, 2021
11
I'm a 3D renderer. I use a program called MikuMikuDance in order to do my renders. Here are two for example.
 

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Kattt

Kattt

Ancient of Mu-Mu
May 18, 2021
800
Again my lavalamp has created a fascinating image. They only used to make bubbles.
 

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Lawliet

Lawliet

b a n g
Sep 15, 2020
349
"cents"


the idea that life is priceless is comforting to me

because although i know death is costly, living costs more



of course my end will come with hidden fees in the form of human mourning,

and no material wealth can substitute the void of a life lost



as someone wallowing in the debt of so many souls gone too soon,

this is a financial crisis i can relate to, and will only exhaust



but what of my personal worth? i am broken and beyond repair

so when i go, bury me beneath the trees and let my body give back
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
Thank you everyone :: you've so inspired me with your awesome stuff...
Art & design started to turn into work for me advertising/ media /tattoo studio (free tags for digital design /distort to fit forms - wicked arrangement!); so lost inspiration.
When you adobe illustrator / photoshop etc, picking up a pencil instead of using digital pen ('Bamboo' (TM)) is honestly quite intimidating!

20210901 111310

Drew this in the cover of an awesome book ('Sacred History :: how Angels, Mystics & Higher Intelligence Made our World' > Jonathan Black) 4 sum1:: her spirit bird is a sparrow, mine an eagle :: so we had ideas of doing freelance design co as:: "EagleWing & SparrowHeart" :: I'm giving it to her before I go.... (lockdown ended those dreams, amongst others)
Can't get the stylistic design right, its not real enuff, looks like a fkg logo. Ugh.
I love the idea of drawing in 2nd hand books, they'll live longer than me.
Thanks for risking and submitting.
Love you madly.
Thanks
 
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Monique696

Monique696

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Aug 31, 2021
81
I drew/wrote this one a very very long time ago. (the painting is made up of words describing what it is)
IMG 20210308 222109
 
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TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298

These fascinate me.
I beta tested an incredible version of Adobe Photoshop using Medical, DICOM scan files
(part of the 3D Render Engine, with its own filter options : attenuation etc) because they're multiple layered files, u could play scan variations against each other, even animating 1 effect into the other....
Reminds me so much of this :: layering & extracting parts of brain / lung scans (u cld thn evn 'fake' 3d animate render in After Effects! :: mind-blowing.
I used the technology yo to have my students generate an animated tv trailer for series C.S.I.
Please please tell me more?!
I drew/wrote this one a very very long time ago. (the painting is made up of words describing what it is)
View attachment 72999
Reminds me of anime Morrigan!?
Was she maybe yr inspiration?
grrr!
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
Thank you everyone :: you've so inspired me with your awesome stuff...
Art & design started to turn into work for me advertising/ media /tattoo studio (free tags for digital design /distort to fit forms - wicked arrangement!); so lost inspiration.
When you adobe illustrator / photoshop etc, picking up a pencil instead of using digital pen ('Bamboo' (TM)) is honestly quite intimidating!

View attachment 72993

Drew this in the cover of an awesome book ('Sacred History :: how Angels, Mystics & Higher Intelligence Made our World' > Jonathan Black) 4 sum1:: her spirit bird is a sparrow, mine an eagle :: so we had ideas of doing freelance design co as:: "EagleWing & SparrowHeart" :: I'm giving it to her before I go.... (lockdown ended those dreams, amongst others)
Can't get the stylistic design right, its not real enuff, looks like a fkg logo. Ugh.
I love the idea of drawing in 2nd hand books, they'll live longer than me.
Thanks for risking and submitting.
Love you madly.
Thanks
lookin' nice !!

ofc, everyon'e sart i've seen so far on this looks nice!
 
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nfives

nfives

Suffer for purity
Aug 15, 2021
20
Not by any means a good artist or anything, but I often do stuff like vent drawings. I only started in July and didn't draw for a month, but this was one of the few pieces I kinda liked a bit. I need to learn a lot, ahaha.
Screenshot 20210909 125248 WhatsApp
 
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jing

Slowly discovering my place here in this world.
Oct 9, 2020
35
Found a piece of parable that I wrote a few months ago. If you do read it, thank you and I hope you enjoy.

Disoriented

I'm lost.

Well to be exact - I feel out of place.

Everywhere.

Hey, don't mind the void. It's never not been gloomy. And I don't count on this downpour to stop too. At least not anytime soon. If I recall correctly, the last time it stopped was - Christmas? It's not important anyway.

It's funny and somewhat heartwarming thinking about how I'd brave the night looking for shelter or warmth when I first got here.

Here, I've met others who are like me, who's not from here, who also absolutely hated being here. Naturally we bonded over our shared resentment towards this all-engulfing nothingness. I'm glad to have them; and as the night deepens and we inevitably drift apart, I'd be pleased if they drift in the opposite direction of where I seem to be heading.

Unlike the newcomers, I'd long ceased to strut and fret at what seems to be a constant. I count my blessings now that I'm curled up under covers in my own little corner. If I come across as calm and patient (with an occasional smirk), it's only because I have accepted this never-ending night. It is endless, period.

Sometimes, I'm told that it's just the weather, a bad season, that the night too shall pass, that there are decades yet to come. With utmost respect to the folks that care, this is my everyday, for as long as I can remember, to be here; for as empty, painfully freezing and lonesome that is here. I'd never wish even half of my time here onto my worst enemy.

I usually find myself asking when attempting most of life's question - what's there to be done? You see, I loathe this place; and while I'm unable to change things here, I do have the option to leave. Yes, the open-door policy - leaving is always an option. Indeed that's been on my mind from the moment I got here. I'm just waiting for the right moment, an opportunistic pause, or maybe a bus ride or an invitation, to finally excuse myself. If that happens, I hope a celebration would be due.

Alas, as much as I'm eager to catch the next bus ride, I'm afraid I have to stay around for some time. Here, where it's near to my family. God knows they'd like for me to stick around for as long as I can. I guess the food around here is okay too? Oh well, it seems like I'll be back doing what I do best, the classic wait and see.

Oh how I detest being here. I've lost my bearings. But I'll stick around for the time being, until my ride comes.
 
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watereyes

watereyes

les malheurs de lizzie
Mar 27, 2020
737
Not really art but here's my recreation of SCP-079


20210822_223313.jpg
 
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hummmingbird

hummmingbird

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Sep 8, 2021
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/attachments/20210905_200456-jpg.73842/?hash=ab00cad8eccad4e955c3f151ee5ac9a0
 

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CaliCatCharlie

CaliCatCharlie

Nature's Mockery
May 28, 2021
68
Some art I did a long time ago
Secret GRAIN Sunset Road GRAIN Morning Star GRAIN
 
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callme

callme

I'm a loose cannon - I bang all the time.
Aug 15, 2021
1,235
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Is this Simply Red, Kenny G, or "Weird" Al Yanković in "White and nerdy"? I think it looks like Simply Red the most.
 
hummmingbird

hummmingbird

Member
Sep 8, 2021
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Is this Simply Red, Kenny G, or "Weird" Al Yanković in "White and nerdy"? I think it looks like Simply Red the most.
it's a self portrait proving to people that I still smile
 
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paradiselock

Member
Sep 19, 2021
10
I don't really remember what I was feeling when I drew this two years ago but I still like the colours

38BRGFUz
 
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Molded foundation

Student
Sep 17, 2021
136
20,000 hours in Paint.
Rabboot
 
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feggut

Member
Sep 19, 2021
57
Furry cringe
1613061865psychomittens de6r13v 6f1d125a 9bca 46eb b8b1 52cfcdf9db07 1613065418psychomittens de5yedp 3dfd24e2 3a36 4a72 8dfe 0e69633e39ac Tfiddlerfanart reighliA copy De20ql1 dc16666c 4a6f 42d5 becc e2e7adf1315a

wish I had more time, so I could keep making art.
 
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goldenvirginia

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Sep 16, 2021
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