Inferdan

Inferdan

Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
Nov 3, 2019
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puppy9

puppy9

au revoir
Jun 13, 2019
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Just some from old collection, it's when I just started drawing. Sorry for the camera quality. :hug:


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theboiwhostilllived

theboiwhostilllived

“The boy who still lived”
Dec 11, 2018
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Nuclear Gandhi

Nuclear Gandhi

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May 11, 2020
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A mess in the head, a mess on the canvas :)
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Inferdan

Inferdan

Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
Nov 3, 2019
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The knight mourns the loss of his friends as they are befallen into darkness...now all he seeks is revenge.... 783555AC 7F8A 4EA4 BB2D 5318AF78CBC2 2347DF4E ABFF 4506 8E4C BD819728ECC6
 
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K-O

FU(KOFFEE
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theboiwhostilllived

theboiwhostilllived

“The boy who still lived”
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theboiwhostilllived

“The boy who still lived”
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Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
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toms_space_station

Alien Observer
Jul 22, 2020
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These are 3 pieces I Made with oil pastel. Picked them up after being hospitalized at the psyche ward.
 

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FU(KOFFEE
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...JUNKIE MONKEY...
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theboiwhostilllived

“The boy who still lived”
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Iamcharlie

Iamcharlie

What's after death?
Jul 24, 2020
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I tried. This is of the not caring anymore at age 5 after being raped.
 

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tea on clouds

tea on clouds

a boy who still lives
Jul 8, 2020
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Writing lyrics to instrumentals helps me cope w/ my emotions... Here's "part of life"




Lyrics

[v1]
if you love me, let me go
i wanna go ghost, yes
i'm better on my own
i'm not scared to die alone, yes

i don't need you to say "don't"
good on you for being decent
either way i will be leaving
got no will i got no reason

[chorus]
i done had better days, and i had better nights
i can't bear the ups and downs but i guess that's part of life
but they told me, "it gets better" so then i put down the knife
then the days turned into years and still i'm not fucking alright

[v2]
life is nothing but a lie
do or don't, there is no try, no
i see only black and white
no grey matter in my mind, no

it's all just a waste of time
so i'll leave it all behind me
you're never gonna find me
and i was never hiding

[repeat chorus]

[bridge x2]
it's all part of life
hoping for a moment to feel satisfied
wondering if it all was worth the sacrifice
trying to find the meaning of why i'm alive
all my life

[repeat chorus]

I fucking loved it, upload some more ffs
 
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K-O

FU(KOFFEE
Apr 16, 2020
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got sent to the "garage" for being naughty.. oopsi.. wasn't really gonna poke her eye out with that knife it just happened to in my hand! pinky swear! x
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Abgrundanziehung

Abgrundanziehung

or Abi for short
Jun 24, 2020
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This barely counts as art, but instead of buying cards for people, I usually make one on an index card. Just finished this one. A lot of times I intentionally make them as stupid/badly drawn as possible for lolz, but this time I think my little doodles were cute. I like to make a up a funny/ironic card company like "low expectations card co." or something like that too. It's one of the only ways I still try to be creative any more.

Sum Bday Card Front Sum Bday Card Back 2020
 
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Inferdan

Inferdan

Meeting the first minor relapse after recovery
Nov 3, 2019
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God, today was a good day for photos. The last two are my personal favourites :hihi: :shy:
 
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enjolras

enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
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continuation of the same spot : Etang de Laurenti (France), at the Donezan zone, also called "little Québec"

low light series

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sat a the tip of this dripped trunk for a while
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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Visperidia

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Screenshot 20200730 2355591 references used for all Screenshot 20200730 2356101 20191021 191549 2
 
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Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
Jul 30, 2020
1,303
Ahhh, these are the russian film cameras I started to shoot with, 20 years ago.
They were orgasmic lovely but chasing a sucky digital equivalent now. Not turning LOMOphobic anytime soon. The Superheadz Digital Harinezumi only ever was a cheap contender but they all broke down on me and never was able to repair them (battery issue), plus now out of production. Any brand / model that would vaguely fit this quest ?
Acquired a Samsung Galaxy Tab S5e to replace my 4x4 off-road iPad that was agonising after I let it fall from belt height (fragile thingie), and soon a Huawei P30 Pro but that's neither real cameras, nor playing in the same category of toy cameras. More meh.

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Deleted member 18655

Deleted member 18655

Enlightened
Jun 4, 2020
1,422
I'd post photos but I'm in hibernation mode and don't leave the house much :meh:

But it's raining today and everytime it rains I remember a poem I wrote in high school, ages ago;

It's Raining

I'm standing
On the peak of a mountain,
Looking down,
Arms outstretched.

I cry,
"HERE I AM WORLD!
LOVE ME!"

I look down.
There is no one.
They've all taken shelter.

The raindrops
Are my teardrops.
It's pouring rain.

:nomouth:
(Sometimes I think about this image and say "Here I am, world, I'm sorry!" ) :meh:
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
It's a long story, but there was actually a short time in 2007 when I was a little better and I could even stand in front of the camera :wink:

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