Sex before CTB with partner and other strange things.

[PaYo]

If you would find someone to ctb with, and you will fall in love with this person which is someone who accept you and your problems, would you stay alive with that person?

I would definitely like to live if someone will appear in my life.

 

[JustDie]

no. not anymore. Maybe in the past but not now.

 

[Spartacus00]

No I wouldn't I found someone to stay alive for but in the end she hurt me like no other so for this I'm just going to put my thoughts an effort to making me happy an that is to die

 

[TAW122]

No I wouldn't and this is to protect the other person (as well as myself) from additional guilt and feelings. Also, when I'm ready to go, I don't want any interference or distractions that could compromise my attempt.

 

[?SYNTAX ERROR]

I would. Requires honesty and being straightforward with each other though.

 

[Cevapcici]

Meh... I don't even think "love" is possible for those ,who, like me (amongst others on SS I dare to think ) , are at the lower half percentile of looks , and poor asf. When you're a mediocre person , you just settle - it's shared misery at best. Ive met people who were willing to accept me and my problems in their love lives, but they were difficult people themselves - and minus by minus never make a plus - at the end it's just not worth it.

 

[?SYNTAX ERROR]

Meh... I don't even think "love" is possible for those ,who, like me (amongst others on SS I dare to think ) , are at the lower half percentile of looks , and poor asf. When you're a mediocre person , you just settle - it's shared misery at best. Ive met people who were willing to accept me and my problems in their love lives, but they were difficult people themselves - and minus by minus never make a plus - at the end it's just not worth it.

Agree. I think you gave an accurate description.

 

[letmeseethedeath]

i'm dating someone but i feel worse than i was alone because i can't stand at her happiness and see how her life is perfect and her parents love her and how everything seems to be good. that makes me kinda jealous and hurts me. it happens everyday and when i feel that way i wish i could die instantly. anyway i told her i'm going to kill myself but she seems so stupid and so happy in her fairytales that she just said :"why? life is so beautiful".

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I will not be meeting someone. I want to CTB & I don't want to bring anyone else into it.
It's not fair to them and if they knew my plans they may try to stop me.

Meh... I don't even think "love" is possible for those ,who, like me (amongst others on SS I dare to think ) , are at the lower half percentile of looks , and poor asf. When you're a mediocre person , you just settle - it's shared misery at best. Ive met people who were willing to accept me and my problems in their love lives, but they were difficult people themselves - and minus by minus never make a plus - at the end it's just not worth it.

I agree. Most of us on here probably won't find love if we aren't in a relationship already. I still think it's better not to be in one anyway if someone is going to CTB.
I'm also broke af and ugly af. I don't think I even make the lower 25% in looks.
I also don't need the shared misery. Mine is more than I can deal with. If the person I was with wasn't in misery before they met me … they would be after.

 

[weargon]

People are only reliable in one way, and that's being unreliable. So no. It's all a temporary facade to make you reproduce.

 

[Bärchen]

I dont think so as im ugly and my social skills are so low that even at the bus stop people would leave me.

 

[not_a_robot]

I think I would be into it, if I was even halfway attracted to my partner, especially if we ctb by some euphoric OD, but I don't know how realistic sex is between suicidal people.
I also romanticize the idea of a virgin partner who wants to remain virgin, or is physically incapable of sex due to illness or some other reason. Would make a nice yin for my yang, or whatever. My opposite, other half.

 

[Severen]

If you would find someone to ctb with, and you will fall in love with this person which is someone who accept you and your problems, would you stay alive with that person?

I would definitely like to live if someone will appear in my life.

Hahahaha, no. If that is the case for you, then you just need to start searching for a partner instead of CTBing. I'd rather CTB than fall in "love."

 

[vulturecyclop]

I made the mistake of entering into my first (ldr) relationship this yr with a sweet, caring boy. Still want to ctb, and now I can't because it will hurt him tons. Sigh...

 

[Life sucks]

Sex and love can be a distraction so maybe it work to distract depending on the reasons to ctb

 

[not_a_robot]

Sex and love can be a distraction so maybe it work to distract depending on the reasons to ctb

Sex and love eventually become the reasons to ctb; rejection and sorrow.

 

[Life sucks]

Sex and love eventually become the reasons to ctb; rejection and sorrow.

Yea, everything just ends or becomes a problem. In some instances, it can be a temporary distraction but at the other times can be a big problem that leads to ctb. Weird life in everything.

 

[Mort]

Dont believe in love any more or looking for a girlfriend they just make the pain worse. Like i said in an early post they end up betraying you so dont want any more to do with the human race. Just tuck my self up sum were and when i finally get the bottle to end it i will be hoping on to that bus.

 

[blanketyblk]

nope, sex is great and all. but once your done. the urge to CBT will be back again.

 

[not_a_robot]

nope, sex is great and all. but once your done. the urge to CBT will be back again.

This thread title is misleading. Title said sex before ctb, thread description said fall in love and don't ctb. Two totally different things.

Sex before ctb= hotter than hell, and probably the closest to love that some of us will ever get, with ctb being the ultimate consummation/declaration/confirmation of our mutual understanding.

Fall in love and forget to ctb= Not hot at all. You'll be on each other's nerves within a week, and want to kill each other as well as yourselves. But can't now, because you'll feel all guilty and wishy washy about it. Then you get preggo, then turn into your miserable parents, dragging slowly toward the grave under your yoke of obligations.

 

[Ladylethal]

....Maybe but it wouldn't fix any of my problems.

 

[TiredHorse]

I had a bizarre dream the other night where I was in an establishment half-Dignitas/half-bordello. Seems like that would suit the bill pretty well.

Do you think Dignitas would consider expanding their services? No, I suppose you're right, they probably wouldn't... <sigh>

 

[Pilum Muralis]

My Libido is as dead as I want to be.

 

[not_a_robot]

I had a bizarre dream the other night where I was in an establishment half-Dignitas/half-bordello. Seems like that would suit the bill pretty well.

Do you think Dignitas would consider expanding their services? No, I suppose you're right, they probably wouldn't... <sigh>

Kurt Vonnegut predicted suicide clinics being a little like that. But Amazon virgin go-go dancers to push the plunger, not actual hookers.
They just had to look like hookers, to symbolize the life you give back to the planet when you CTB.

My Libido is as dead as I want to be.

Me too... but thinking about banging a ctb partner brings it right back to life...

 

[inconsequential]

Neither.

If I enjoyed the sex, I'd probably want to have sex again, which fucks up the CTB.

I don't want my oxytocin and dopamine and serotonin to convince me that I love someone, either.

 

[littlelady774]

Sex is probably gonna be the last thing on my mind. The main reason for me ctbing is a traumatic sexual experience

 

[not_a_robot]

Neither.

If I enjoyed the sex, I'd probably want to have sex again, which fucks up the CTB.

I don't want my oxytocin and dopamine and serotonin to convince me that I love someone, either.

I'd want to spend a day or two getting high screwing if it was good, leading up to the poison. I don't think my hormones would be an issue, wanting to die and having a partner who wants it just as much would be half the reason for arousal. Knowing it was the last thing we were gonna do.

With my luck though, he would get a call from his wife and rush home right before the poison.
Never mind, you're right, solo is best.

 

[mold]

it honestly really depends on the other person, if there's really good communication between us i'd probably consider it

 

[Death666]

From the title of this thread I thought this was going to be about sex before and as you do it......totally the wrong idea!

 

[not_a_robot]

From the title of this thread I thought this was going to be about sex before and as you do it......totally the wrong idea!

Same! I hate when thread description is opposite of thread title.