Self harm

[victoria91]

I self harmed for the first time in years tonight , I felt nothing but a sense of release. I stopped crying and i stopped feeling sad immediately.

I look after people with mental health disorders that self harm a lot , and i completly empathise why they do it, because I also do it too.

My only regret is not going deeper but as much as I want to ctb right now, my life style choices can't allow me to do this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never really been into self harm but I do understand why people do it. It can be difficult to find any form of relief from suffering in a world like this. It must be tiring being trapped in that situation when you wish to ctb yet feel as though you are unable to, but I wish you the best.

 

[patpat]

Self harm is a good way to feel like in control

 

[victoria91]

Self harm is a good way to feel like in control

Yes you put it perfectly , it makes me feel in control, just for a few moments though

 

[jodes2]

I'm sorry you still want to CTB. I'm glad you're staying with us for a little while at least