Self Harm talk

[sickoceanbunny]

So something I noticed while I was stabbing myself was sometimes there would be weird noises. It wasn't loud just these weird little squishy sounds, it's hard to explain. I thought something was wrong with the knife at first but the with second knife I still got the sounds. For some reason those sounds really bother me, more then the sheer pain of stabbing myself XD. I don't know, I just found it morbidly funny.

I've been at it for while but I'm happy I got to cut through tissue and make a hole. At this point it's more self harm than an actual suicide method, but I'm working on it.

But seeing the blood bubble