Self destructing

[Fadeawaaaay]

Are you letting every other aspect of your life self-destruct while you wait to CTB?

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Not letting, more like not having control over every other aspect due to the depression and suicidal thoughts

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not have much of a life, I do not do a lot. It is like I have already died in a way. I have been like this for years. I am alone nearly all the time, but I do pretend whenever I am around others. Nobody has any idea that I am suicidal and they never will.

 

[CFLoser]

I'm more into active self sabotage. I get off on making myself feel worse and worse.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I'm more into active self sabotage. I get off on making myself feel worse and worse.

Me too. Passive suicide.

 

[Deadweight]

I make things worse passively by being idle, I guess there are things I could be doing to improve my situation, I just have no drive to, no desire to. I'm just passing time until that day

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I make things worse passively by being idle, I guess there are things I could be doing to improve my situation, I just have no drive to, no desire to. I'm just passing time until that day

Exactly. Things get reduced to the bare essentials. Eating and Interacting with other human beings when the loneliest gets to be unbearable. Right there at the bottom of Maslow's chart.