GoldLeafIndigo
It's Just The End Of Something
- Jan 20, 2022
- 49
So I notice a pattern with my suicidal ideation. The more I'm feeling shame and blaming myself for other people's shitty behavior, my sense of despair, uselessness and hopelessness goes way up.
I've been living with chronic pain and fatigue since 2019 (diagnosed with fibromyalgia) which really makes the feeling of "what do I have to live for?" Increase exponentially.
Still, it's so much easier when I'm allowing other people's stupid shit to be their own, instead of internalizing it.
Can anyone relate?
I've been living with chronic pain and fatigue since 2019 (diagnosed with fibromyalgia) which really makes the feeling of "what do I have to live for?" Increase exponentially.
Still, it's so much easier when I'm allowing other people's stupid shit to be their own, instead of internalizing it.
Can anyone relate?