Seeking guidance

[ShellofmyFormerSelf]

Lately my brain is in an awkward place. My cognitive function isn't the best at times, and I'm very nervous.

Could anyone please assist me when trying to make a payment via Bitcoin? Specifically anyone who's brought from D before, knows what apps worked best, and can just support me as I do the steps myself? You don't even have to do much, just tell me if what I'm doing is correct. Emotional support. That's all.

I hope this makes sense. It's like if someone was teaching you how to buy something with money and they supervised you. I really hope this makes sense... I get misunderstood a lot easily because of how I phrase things.

If anyone has anyone confusion and wants me to clarify what I'm saying better, just let me know.
Not correct as in, "YES BUY THE STUFF AND PERISH!" but as in, "yep you've sent the right reply to the email, that's the right amount of cash! Don't worry" etc etc.

I'm an absolute idiot. But I just want the freedom... I really can't stop imagining how wonderful it would be having a bottle in my reach, knowing I don't have to suffer forever and if it gets too much I can comfortably say goodbye.

 

[seekingeternalsleep]

i don't really know how bitcoins work but i can give you emotional suport if you need it ^^

 

[TheLastFemaphrodyke]

I cannot figure bitcoin and cyber money out myself and I will not implicate anyone by asking to be taught, I will do without.

 

[rationaltake]

Lately my brain is in an awkward place. My cognitive function isn't the best at times, and I'm very nervous.

Could anyone please assist me when trying to make a payment via Bitcoin? Specifically anyone who's brought from D before, knows what apps worked best, and can just support me as I do the steps myself? You don't even have to do much, just tell me if what I'm doing is correct. Emotional support. That's all.

I hope this makes sense. It's like if someone was teaching you how to buy something with money and they supervised you. I really hope this makes sense... I get misunderstood a lot easily because of how I phrase things.

If anyone has anyone confusion and wants me to clarify what I'm saying better, just let me know.
Not correct as in, "YES BUY THE STUFF AND PERISH!" but as in, "yep you've sent the right reply to the email, that's the right amount of cash! Don't worry" etc etc.

I'm an absolute idiot. But I just want the freedom... I really can't stop imagining how wonderful it would be having a bottle in my reach, knowing I don't have to suffer forever and if it gets too much I can comfortably say goodbye.

I'm thinking of going with MoneyGram or Western Union. I won't stand the stress of Bitcoin.

 

[toforigivelife]

I'm so sorry for the place you're in and the suffering that you are enduring.

I can absolutely relate to the feeling of wanting the thing that's going to set you free, wanting it so bad that you feel the bottle in your hand.

You can find instructions on Bitcoin online.

Or you can post another thread here that specifically says, "Please Walk Me Through the Bitcoin Process". That might be helpful.

From what I understand you need to have a Bitcoin wallet set up, if what you're buying is illegal use a Bitcoin mixer so the Bitcoin can't be traced back to you (there are fees involved with mixers), purchase Bitcoin and pay extra fees.

Again, this from what I understand, not from personal experience.

I don't know what your situation is or if you have even an inkling that your situation can improve but on the one hand my heart truly understands what you're going through and on the other hand I hope I'm encouraging a decision that maybe you need more time to think about.

I respect anyone's right to end their own suffering but I truly hope that I have not helped to rush a decision that should be carefully considered.

Maybe the thought of having your method available will give you some peace of mind. A peace of mind that will allow you to come to a decision that is right for you.

 

[ShellofmyFormerSelf]

Does anyone know if it's allowed to ask for someone who has brought before to help me through the process..?

I understand there's tons of guides online for bitcoin. But I really need someone who has done the process before, who can talk me through it in real time... they don't have to do anything else. It'll just help because they would tell me directly if I'm doing it right or not, and I can feed back to them.

Because their method of buying is fool proof. They've done it before, so it'll be reassuring. I'm happy for this to be done on here and not in DMs.

If not. That's okay. I have been going to a really weird idea... I'm going to try and figure it out afterwards...
It's annoying because I have a pituarity tumour. Makes it hard to think.