seeing stuff and I don't know why

[blank_slab]

I got done walking my dogs and now I keep on swearing I see people moving in the corner of my eyes I don't know if I should actually be posting this here but I think its fine because it has to do with my slow mental deterioration but Its like shadows and it scares me but at the same time if a person was here to kill me I wouldn't try to retaliate too much maybe it would be the thing to free me from this life

 

[dwindlingfirst]

I got done walking my dogs and now I keep on swearing I see people moving in the corner of my eyes I don't know if I should actually be posting this here but I think its fine because it has to do with my slow mental deterioration but Its like shadows and it scares me but at the same time if a person was here to kill me I wouldn't try to retaliate too much maybe it would be the thing to free me from this life

Me too man, slowly my paranoia has been getting worse and I've been staying up late because of my fear something's/someone's there. Then I do see shit in the corner of my eye. I wonder if I'm gonna end up a schizophrenic(edit: I'm gonna kill myself immediately if I end up a schizo)

 

[blank_slab]

Me too man, slowly my paranoia has been getting worse and I've been staying up late because of my fear something's/someone's there. Then I do see shit in the corner of my eye. I wonder if I'm gonna end up a schizophrenic(edit: I'm gonna kill myself immediately if I end up a schizo)

understandable but hey at least as a schizophrenic you have some free thought unlike failing a ctb and ending up a vegetabel

 

[OceanBlue]

Shadow figures are a common visual hallucination.
Blogger describes it here.

"So when did they start? Well I believe it started my senior year in high school, as a fear of the dark. It gradually got worse as I got older; it's not as though there was suddenly a character in my room. I remember one time I was driving back from my parents at night and was convinced that the car behind me was somehow satanic. It was little things like that, for a while. I would feel things in my house; one time I convinced my ex to turn all the lights on and check every room and closet for someone before I could sleep. Eventually the shadows started appearing, and they have become clearer over time."

It's actually terrifying how much brain wiring can torture us, and hallucinations are often malevolent - bullying, scaring us. I used to be very afraid of losing my grip with reality, I had extreme paranoia being at home alone (after burglary), also sleep paralysis. I was lucky (so far) not to develop schizophrenia or psychosis, sometimes it seems I could be close. If you're heading that way, I'm really sorry.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds so awful what you have to go through, it's so horrible how there is unlimited potential for suffering in this world, existence really is so unnecessarily cruel. But anyway I wish you the best.