lilurki
Member
- Mar 18, 2025
- 56
I'm living in a reality where I am basically already dead, I've been estranged and cut off from all my loves ones and have got to witness first hand how much easier and better their lives are without me. So many people wasted years of their lives trying to help me get better, but I only got worse. I hurt so many people because of my mental health issues, and I wish people would stop thinking they can help me in the first place. I won't get better, I haven't I keep getting worse. I'm at the most peace right now knowing that ending my life will yes undoubtedly hurt people, but that is comparatively better than the hurt I'd inflict on others if I were to continue to stay alive and be the worthless sack of shit I am.
