Help sedatives and hanging

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I know this post is probably dumb as fuck, I'm just really anxious and I'm trying to cover all bases.

I'm going to ctb by partial hanging this week. My plan was to take a sedative (or just anything that would make me feel drowsy) and then hang myself after it kicked in. I'd be okay with some basic OTC shit, half a benadryl is enough to knock my weak ass out but i would probably take like 5 or something.

I was wondering if a sedative is even necessary.
I'm semi-prepared for the pain and discomfort, it's just SI that's making me nervous. I've prepared nearly everything, I don't want to ruin things because SI kicks and fucks me over. Would a sedative even help me in this regard?

 

[fallingasl33p]

I know this post is probably dumb as fuck, I'm just really anxious and I'm trying to cover all bases.

I'm going to ctb by partial hanging this week. My plan was to take a sedative (or just anything that would make me feel drowsy) and then hang myself after it kicked in. I'd be okay with some basic OTC shit, half a benadryl is enough to knock my weak ass out but i would probably take like 5 or something.

I was wondering if a sedative is even necessary.
I'm semi-prepared for the pain and discomfort, it's just SI that's making me nervous. I've prepared nearly everything, I don't want to ruin things because SI kicks and fucks me over. Would a sedative even help me in this regard?

I'm wondering the same. Even if I take a whole pack of sleeping tablets and then let myself hang as the pills take effect im thinking survival instinct is gonna kick me right awake and I'll be in agony regardless..