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abysss.s

abysss.s

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This is my first post on the site, apologies if I have formatted anything wrong!

I have gone back and forth researching and deciding upon different methods, and have one Im pretty certain on at this point.

I plan to do full suspension hanging. I live in a well forested area, so I plan to find a remote location with a big healthy tree. Heres the part I need help from people who are more knowlegable than me.

My thoughts are:
*At the location of my choosing, Ill climb up into the tree. Ill tie the rope around my neck, as well as to the tree. Full suspension is starting to sound way more peaceful if done exactly right than I expected, but the peacefulness is what Im looking for. Once Im in the tree, Im interested in if theres any drugs/sedatives/ect that I can take. The goal is unconciousness before the hanging. Essentially, I feel like Im falling asleep in a tree, but once my body goes limp I fall out of the tree, into being hung. Im aware this comes with many struggles to begin with.
*How will I be sure I fall out of the tree once rendered unconciouss, how will I make sure the rope is secured in the right position?
Any ideas on smoothing out my plan/knowledge is more than appreciated!
What I come asking about though, is the drug/s. I know nothing of any drugs, their affects, cost, sourcability, how some would interact if i used a combo, all of the nitty gritty. I am looking to be unconciouss, unaware of any pain, and unable to wake back up once I fall and the rope tightens. I am willing to administer the drug in any way, willing to take combinations, ect. I have very little money right now, and have never traveled far, of coarse best case is something easily obtainable, but Im all ears for any knowledge.

Im nervous because I feel like I have never seen anyone on this site mention sedating themselves in this way, whether its sedation while sitting on the ledge of a building, or what Im choosing.

I dove into a lot of threads on here about full suspension as well and have been taking notes, but again any and all knowledge/thoughts about my plan are more than welcomed! Thanks in advance!
I wanted to add, Im not locked in on unconciousness, painlessness, and not being awake being a must. Falling asleep forcefully into falling into being hung sounds the easiest, but Im open to reccomendations to instead make the process of hanging myself peaceful in of itself. Ive considered even just a few good ole bong rips before I climb up into the tree, but weed makes me more aware most of the time so Im saving that consideration as a last ditch. This is just an example but say if herion would just make this whole process anxietyless/negate any anxiety that will arrise when I know Im about to die, Im all ears.
 
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Nightfoot

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That sounds like it would be difficult to pull off.
 
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NoDeathNoFear

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Hello, welcome to the hanging club. It's also my method of choice and, like you, I am pleasantly surprised how peaceful and quick it can be when done right. When I tested my rope, after some practice, I passed out within seconds with only some discomfort.

I have seen the same question come up here a couple of times. But there doesn't seem to be a simple solution in form of pills to make you pass out. Your best bet are probably benzos (Valium, Xanax...) for sedation (but not passing out) . Those are prescription drugs, obviously.

Thinking of it, there are some breathing techniques for passing out games, maybe find some on YouTube and try it out?

Personally, I prefer to stay conscious to get everything right. I wouldn't mind some benzos, but won't ask my doc for it after I talked to her about DNR and organ donations already - too suspicious. So I plan to just go with some good old Ibuprofen pain killers to numb out pain/discomfort and it also numbs my mind some (takes 1 hour to fully kick in).

Edit to add: typing my response made me think, and I just got me some Xanax from a walk-in clinic. So thanks for asking.
 
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Hello, welcome to the hanging club. It's also my method of choice and, like you, I am pleasantly surprised how peaceful and quick it can be when done right. When I tested my rope, after some practice, I passed out within seconds with only some discomfort.

I have seen the same question come up here a couple of times. But there doesn't seem to be a simple solution in form of pills to make you pass out. Your best bet are probably benzos (Valium, Xanax...) for sedation (but not passing out) . Those are prescription drugs, obviously.

Thinking of it, there are some breathing techniques for passing out games, maybe find some on YouTube and try it out?

Personally, I prefer to stay conscious to get everything right. I wouldn't mind some benzos, but won't ask my doc for it after I talked to her about DNR and organ donations already - too suspicious. So I plan to just go with some good old Ibuprofen pain killers to numb out pain/discomfort and it also numbs my mind some (takes 1 hour to fully kick in).

Edit to add: typing my response made me think, and I just got me some Xanax from a walk-in clinic. So thanks for asking.
I appreciate you taking the time to reply :) Ill defintley look into benzos. Ive never taken any myself. I know I can lookup first hand accounts on here/anywhere online, but if you endup taking any of the xans as a testrun/beforehand Id appreciate hearing what they feel like for you! Its always nice to hear firsthand accounts when Im researching what I want to go with.

Thanks again for your time!
 
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I appreciate you taking the time to reply :) Ill defintley look into benzos. Ive never taken any myself. I know I can lookup first hand accounts on here/anywhere online, but if you endup taking any of the xans as a testrun/beforehand Id appreciate hearing what they feel like for you! Its always nice to hear firsthand accounts when Im researching what I want to go with.

Thanks again for your time!
Sure, I wrote about my experience testing them here earlier today.

I am also a noob with benzos, other people will be much more qualified to talk about them. Well, actually, that's not entirely true. I did carry them on me for years, long ago, and couldn't leave the house without. But the calming effect was more in having them with me rather than taking them. Not sure if that makes me a pro ;)
 
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Hello, welcome to the hanging club. It's also my method of choice and, like you, I am pleasantly surprised how peaceful and quick it can be when done right. When I tested my rope, after some practice, I passed out within seconds with only some discomfort.

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Quick question: are you doing full suspension? If so, how do you safely pass out during a test run? I have my noose already tied to an anchor point in the loft and I would ideally like to get the passing out part figured out for peace-of-mind before going through with CTB.

Many thanks.
 
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It's really hard to find a drug that will make you pass out before you fall. Benzodiazepines can relax you and ease tension, but they certainly won't make you pass out like a sack of potatoes. The only thing I can think of that might make you pass out quickly, but in that case you should have everything ready, is nitrous oxide, which you inhale into a bag first... a few seconds and you pass out. It's best to try it first and see how your body reacts. I believe it's also available in the baking section.
 
abysss.s

abysss.s

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Aug 14, 2025
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Quick question: are you doing full suspension? If so, how do you safely pass out during a test run? I have my noose already tied to an anchor point in the loft and I would ideally like to get the passing out part figured out for peace-of-mind before going through with CTB.

Many thanks.
Im super curious about this as well! Would love to be able to do some testruns for my own peace of mind
Sure, I wrote about my experience testing them here earlier today.

I am also a noob with benzos, other people will be much more qualified to talk about them. Well, actually, that's not entirely true. I did carry them on me for years, long ago, and couldn't leave the house without. But the calming effect was more in having them with me rather than taking them. Not sure if that makes me a pro ;)
Thank you! Ive come across that thread beforehand and Ive appreciated all the info it has, you are very thourough
 
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