sectioned again… and now they want my SN gone :(

[3FailedAttemptss]

its me again! im alive and have some interesting news.. ive been sectioned, like properly sectioned this time and unfortunately i slipped up and mentioned SN to the psych here and now i will continue to be sectioned until my SN is removed from my apartment… i literally cannot leave until someone else goes to my apartment and physically removes the SN.

sooooo, i had the ward contact my boyfriend who I've been nefariously scheming with. he's agreed to pretend to dispose of my SN while secretly keeping it at his apartment and dispensing it to me so i can CTB if i prove ive thought about it and if im doing sufficiently bad. he literally told me hes ok being complicit and being an accomplice to my death… i love him to no end!!!!!! he's literally the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.

unfortunately, my bf's mom has wised up to the scheme somehow and now she's demanding proof of us flushing my SN. so we're debating faking it with table salt or something but god i dont want my boyfriend to get in trouble for "protecting" his suicidal girlfriends SN. so i dont really know what to do, i dont want to lose my SN but dont want to get my bf in trouble.

anyway that's just a little update for y'all, yours truly is sectioned and might lose her SN!!!! at the worst possible moment when SN is difficult as heck to get a hold of TwT im ready to give recovery a shot but i just dont want to lose my CTB option :(

 

[eeriepuff]

its me again! im alive and have some interesting news.. ive been sectioned, like properly sectioned this time and unfortunately i slipped up and mentioned SN to the psych here and now i will continue to be sectioned until my SN is removed from my apartment… i literally cannot leave until someone else goes to my apartment and physically removes the SN.

sooooo, i had the ward contact my boyfriend who I've been nefariously scheming with. he's agreed to pretend to dispose of my SN while secretly keeping it at his apartment and dispensing it to me so i can CTB if i prove ive thought about it and if im doing sufficiently bad. he literally told me hes ok being complicit and being an accomplice to my death… i love him to no end!!!!!! he's literally the best boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.

unfortunately, my bf's mom has wised up to the scheme somehow and now she's demanding proof of us flushing my SN. so we're debating faking it with table salt or something but god i dont want my boyfriend to get in trouble for "protecting" his suicidal girlfriends SN. so i dont really know what to do, i dont want to lose my SN but dont want to get my bf in trouble.

anyway that's just a little update for y'all, yours truly is sectioned and might lose her SN!!!! at the worst possible moment when SN is difficult as heck to get a hold of TwT im ready to give recovery a shot but i just dont want to lose my CTB option :(

This sounds like such a conflicting situation to be caught in. Wish all the best for you & your bf & hope I can get lucky to find a guy like yours

 

[volo]

its me again! im alive and have some interesting news.. ive been sectioned, like properly sectioned this time and unfortunately i slipped up and mentioned SN to the psych here and now i will continue to be sectioned…

I read on here that someone simulated sn by mixing table salt and MSG. Fwiw

 

[Fadenself00_]

Is there any way you could get a lawyer. Isn't SN legal to own in your area then?

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

im so stressed about this, im debating creating fake SN for my boyfriend so he doesnt know hes tricking his mother but i dont wanna lie to my bf TwT aghhhhh this sucks so fucking much i just dont want to lose my god damn SN!!!!!