Second post, its been a while since my first.

[The4gotten1]

After I joined this I thought I'd be able to find all the answers I needed but wasn't expecting to have to make a bunch of posts first before being able to fully explore this place, which is understandable, for a little while there I thought I was getting better, but these past few days have just been awful inside my head and this feeling always comes back, my whole life this feeling has come and gone, and fulfilling what my mind wants seems to be the only escape, I don't belong in this world, I have family and "friends" but none of them understand why I feel this way and only care about themselves, I just want to die and be finished with this life already...I feel so obligated to be here, im not here for me but for everyone else around me and I judt want to be gone, they'll get over me eventually..

 

[Againstthewind]

I think we all feel this way too, sorry you are feeling this way, we are all wanting to escape this nightmare we are in, I hope we can all get peace. Wishing you the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand. I just want to be finished with life as well. Life just seems to be endless misery and suffering all for the sake of it. Those who are not suicidal themselves will simply never be able to understand. I do wish that we lived in a world where others respected our right to die and accepted our decision. It is sad how so many of us are trapped in painful lives. For me the only peace will be in death.

 

[Eternal Soul]

Those who are not suicidal themselves will simply never be able to understand.

Sadly it's so true.

 

[passenger520]

I understand. I just want to be finished with life as well. Life just seems to be endless misery and suffering all for the sake of it. Those who are not suicidal themselves will simply never be able to understand. I do wish that we lived in a world where others respected our right to die and accepted our decision. It is sad how so many of us are trapped in painful lives. For me the only peace will be in death.

So agree with these words. Every day I wish this could end but I keep making excuses to put off what I know is inevitable.