Scared tonight

[woxihuanni]

It's not time yet, I need to get through tonight. Some stuff has happened that scares me, and I do not know what horror tomorrow will bring. Shaking a bit because I am scared. Cannot really go into specifics, but if anybody wants to reach out and take my mind off things it'd help a lot.

 

[pole]

It's not time yet, I need to get through tonight. Some stuff has happened that scares me, and I do not know what horror tomorrow will bring. Shaking a bit because I am scared. Cannot really go into specifics, but if anybody wants to reach out and take my mind off things it'd help a lot.

sorry about what you're going through. you can talk to any of us, were all willing to listen.

 

[JimFord99]

What is haunting you?

 

[woxihuanni]

What is haunting you?

Just now I don't have the strength to go into the long story, rather want to talk about whatever else to deal with fear.

 

[justanotherday]

It's not time yet, I need to get through tonight. Some stuff has happened that scares me, and I do not know what horror tomorrow will bring. Shaking a bit because I am scared. Cannot really go into specifics, but if anybody wants to reach out and take my mind off things it'd help a lot.

Feel free to pm me. I can relate.

 

[arelia]

what would you like to talk about?

 

[woxihuanni]

what would you like to talk about?

Anything really.

 

[justanotherday]

Anything really.

 

[hadenough]

Anything really.

What are your interests?

 

[arelia]

hmmm tough one that as it's hard when I don't know what your triggers might be.

I could bitch to you about my inconsiderate, littering neighbours since I spent most of the afternoon clearing empty junk food wrappers out of my front garden but that's dull.

and weeding sigh, no one is ever going to say I'm living the dream.. I like plants but hate taking care of them.

 

[justanotherday]

It's not time yet, I need to get through tonight. Some stuff has happened that scares me, and I do not know what horror tomorrow will bring. Shaking a bit because I am scared. Cannot really go into specifics, but if anybody wants to reach out and take my mind off things it'd help a lot.

 

[woxihuanni]

What are your interests?

Most of my interests are left in the past, but I have a guitar in the house now. Somebody lent it to me so I can remember how to play. What are yours?

hmmm tough one that as it's hard when I don't know what your triggers might be.

I could bitch to you about my inconsiderate, littering neighbours since I spent most of the afternoon clearing empty junk food wrappers out of my front garden but that's dull.

and weeding sigh, no one is ever going to say I'm living the dream.. I like plants but hate taking care of them.

Don't worry about triggers. It's perfect if you want to rant, I also had some nightmare neighbours in the past. Now I have lovely ones which I am about to lose.

 

[justanotherday]

Ok, I don't know why, but I seem to have technical difficulties on this site at times. I just sent you a reply, hit submit, but it did not look like it went through.

 

[hadenough]

Most of my interests are left in the past, but I have a guitar in the house now. Somebody lent it to me so I can remember how to play. What are yours?

I have a few guitars too, but been a long time since I played, my fingertips are not calloused like they were before. I'm not that good but would search youtube to discover how to play certain songs. Many can be played using just power chords, which are easy for even a beginner.

 

[woxihuanni]

Ok, I don't know why, but I seem to have technical difficulties on this site at times. I just sent you a reply, hit submit, but it did not look like it went through.

Yeah, I guessed it was a technical problem. Sometimes the connection to the site is just lost, too. Always glad when I can get back. :)

 

[justanotherday]

I do have an older device too. I wonder if that is part of the problem?

 

[woxihuanni]

I have a few guitars too, but been a long time since I played, my fingertips are not calloused like they were before. I'm not that good but would search youtube to discover how to play certain songs. Many can be played using just power chords, which are easy for even a beginner.

Ah, I know, how much easier it was when the fingertips had got tough. :)

I'm trying to remember a couple of songs I'd written in the past. Been some time since I wrote one, though.

 

[justanotherday]

I will try again.

 

[woxihuanni]

I do have an older device too. I wonder if that is part of the problem?

Mine is pretty new, suppose it is just the general cussedness of technology.

 

[JimFord99]

You

It's not time yet, I need to get through tonight. Some stuff has happened that scares me, and I do not know what horror tomorrow will bring. Shaking a bit because I am scared. Cannot really go into specifics, but if anybody wants to reach out and take my mind off things it'd help a lot.

you will be O K tonight. Get some sleep. You may feel better tomorrow. I'll be back tomorrow as well if you want to chat ...

 

[arelia]

Don't worry about triggers. It's perfect if you want to rant, I also had some nightmare neighbours in the past. Now I have lovely ones which I am about to lose.

A few years ago I was in a 'neighbour from hell' mode and looked at moving to a house that was close to an evangelical church - and only because I wanted to have loud, satantic metal pumping out when they were on their way to a service.

I didn't but yanno, it tickled my fancy for a while there ;)

 

[hadenough]

Ah, I know, how much easier it was when the fingertips had got tough. :)

I'm trying to remember a couple of songs I'd written in the past. Been some time since I wrote one, though.

Wow, you are better than I've ever been, never been able to write songs, just a talent I didn't have. Are you playing acoustic or electric?

 

[Mortalscreensaver]

I'm scared too if it's any consolation

 

[woxihuanni]

A few years ago I was in a 'neighbour from hell' mode and looked at moving to a house that was close to an evangelical church - and only because I wanted to have loud, satantic metal pumping out when they were on their way to a service.

I didn't but yanno, it tickled my fancy for a while there ;)

Nice to meet you, fellow satanic metal listener. :) I did that to pop-playing neighbours, but your fantasy was much more satisfying.

Wow, you are better than I've ever been, never been able to write songs, just a talent I didn't have. Are you playing acoustic or electric?

It sort of pours out when you cannot speak to anyone, I suppose... I've only played acoustic. You play both? What music do you like?

I'm scared too if it's any consolation

I wish I could give you a hug! Here have an online one...

 

[hadenough]

Nice to meet you, fellow satanic metal listener. :) I did that to pop-playing neighbours, but your fantasy was much more satisfying.


It sort of pours out when you cannot speak to anyone, I suppose... I've only played acoustic. You play both? What music do you like?


I wish I could give you a hug! Here have an online one...

I was always into playing punk, just power chords on a distorted electric. Loved the sex pistols, buzzcocks, nirvana, green day, all those three chord bands because they were the only one's I could play that were recognisable! Played a bit of Bowie as well - I remember my first electric guitar, set it on overdrive and played the intro to Ziggy Stardust, it was the first time I played something that sounded like the original!

 

[JimFord99]

Just now I don't have the strength to go into the long story, rather want to talk about whatever else to deal with fear.

 

[woxihuanni]

I was always into playing punk, just power chords on a distorted electric. Loved the sex pistols, buzzcocks, nirvana, green day, all those three chord bands because they were the only one's I could play that were recognisable! Played a bit of Bowie as well - I remember my first electric guitar, set it on overdrive and played the intro to Ziggy Stardust, it was the first time I played something that sounded like the original!

I love Nirvana! Many years ago listened to a bit of Crass as well, you know them?

 

[Fordprefect]

It's not time yet, I need to get through tonight. Some stuff has happened that scares me, and I do not know what horror tomorrow will bring. Shaking a bit because I am scared. Cannot really go into specifics, but if anybody wants to reach out and take my mind off things it'd help a lot.

I've been listening to this song over a few days, it's called "between the bars" by elliot smith
Turn it on, it's the best thing with the guitar that I've heard
I'm there for you tonight

 

[hadenough]

I love Nirvana! Many years ago listened to a bit of Crass as well, you know them?

No, never heard of them before. How were they? May look them up.

 

[Fordprefect]