Scared to fail an attempt other than SN

[lynnschronicles]

I hate that we're forced to use risky and/or scary methods. This world has so much good. Yet with all of the possibilities for suffering and pain, and if there's no afterlife, genuinely, what is the point? For me at least. I don't even want nonexistence. I want a perfect world. However, that's not possible. There'll always be something waiting to happen. If it's bad? Time will tell…

If I don't get the new DMC link, I'm so terrified to attempt any other method. I wish we could all just be happy, at peace and having fun

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is just so cruel and horrible to me how the option to cease existing painlessly is so cruelly denied with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, I understand just wanting a way to be free from it all, I also wish for reliable poison, I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you search for.