Help scared of failing

[manic]

im always scared to actually attempt suicide because what i fail horribly- its basically the only thing thats really holding me back. if u said "oh any method would kill you for sure" then i wouldve done it already. its hard finding reliable methods.

 

[ccake]

this is the only reason i havent done it yet. otherwise i wouldve shot myself a long time ago

im always scared to actually attempt suicide because what i fail horribly- its basically the only thing thats really holding me back. if u said "oh any method would kill you for sure" then i wouldve done it already. its hard finding reliable methods.

What method do you plan on using if you don't mind me asking?

 

[manic]

this is the only reason i havent done it yet. otherwise i wouldve shot myself a long time ago

What method do you plan on using if you don't mind me asking?

the only method i have access to is OD and possibly cutting if i can get a blade secretly right now- otherwise everything else is too much but maybe i can wait until i can get my drivers license (im trying to get it in december ik im late) and going to jump off a building i have no idea- but if i could get any access to ropes or just anything on my own i could try hanging too but for now its possibly OD

 

[ccake]

the only method i have access to is OD and possibly cutting if i can get a blade secretly right now- otherwise everything else is too much but maybe i can wait until i can get my drivers license (im trying to get it in december ik im late) and going to jump off a building i have no idea- but if i could get any access to ropes or just anything on my own i could try hanging too but for now its possibly OD

sorry for the late response and i feel you, i dont have really reliable methods either. just firearm and jumping... oding has a very low success rate ive heard which really sucks

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, that is what I also fear, personally I find it so horrific how trying to die can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering. It terrifies me how there's no limit as to how much a human can suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, I wish I could just die in peace and never suffer ever again, it always feels so horrible to me how I cannot just have the option to painlessly die to escape from all future suffering.

 

[willictb]

that is also what i've been thinking about and stopping me from actually doing it, i don't want to fail and deal with the consequences. right now im considering full suspension as it's success rate is high as long as no one interrupts you