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dinkledee

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Jun 21, 2026
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My ex (we still live together) found out about my plans... He looked through my journal and then called psych services. I'm so afraid I'm going to get committed I feel like throwing up😞😞
 
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red_cardinal

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May 25, 2026
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Hello! I'm so sorry, and I hope you can avoid getting sectioned. For me personally, it's one of the worst things, and I only got more trauma and sense of alienation from those places. Too stable to belong there, hurting too much to belong outside. I don't know where you live, but at least I hope the psych ward you could go to isn't that terrible... Please stay strong, and hopefully hopefully this won't happen 🌻
 
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dinkledee

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Jun 21, 2026
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Hello! I'm so sorry, and I hope you can avoid getting sectioned. For me personally, it's one of the worst things, and I only got more trauma and sense of alienation from those places. Too stable to belong there, hurting too much to belong outside. I don't know where you live, but at least I hope the psych ward you could go to isn't that terrible... Please stay strong, and hopefully hopefully this won't happen 🌻
Thank you for your kind message, wow I really relate to your sentiment of alienation. I was sectioned four years ago and had the exact same thoughts 💔 They're coming to do a check so hopefully I can just pretend my way out of it, say that the journal entry was just a fleeting moment... Thank you
 
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There's someone in my head but it's not me
Oct 21, 2024
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Been there, done that. The second time I was placed in a psych ward, I told the therapist there I was just having a really bad day. I lied by saying my GF(was single) just dumped me, didn't know where I was going to stay, and I felt like I hit bottom.

I started pretending I was good and putting on my fake smile act, and was released 2 days later. A friend of mine had to come and pick me up, and tell them I would be staying there until I could get my feet back on the ground.
 
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May 25, 2026
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Thank you for your kind message, wow I really relate to your sentiment of alienation. I was sectioned four years ago and had the exact same thoughts 💔 They're coming to do a check so hopefully I can just pretend my way out of it, say that the journal entry was just a fleeting moment... Thank you
Keep us posted!
 
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