I know probably noone cares, which is why I didn't want to start a seperate thread, but just in case someone does- I'm leaving this site. The atmosphere here is just downright bad right now, not in small part due to the nyt article, and posting here is just not worth it for me anymore. More importantly my physical condition has improved subsistentially and I think it's time to distance myself from this forum to make a serious attempt at "recovery" and using this stroke of fortune for as long as it lasts.
I can't predict the course of my illness but it's very likely, consiring I may also be faced with homelessness in the future, I'll be back here sooner or later, if this forum still exists by then.
Much love to all and best wishes (even to the person who blocked me).