Saw this on another forum i'm on over tinnitus and this is where she is at

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I have i have been to an area twice but didnt have the guts and ame home but also frightened i didnt die and was left alive but paralysized etc i feel tormented

because of this untreatable condition this is how she feels and she is mid 50's early 60's - it struck me how she wrote this as this seems to be a bothersome concern of many younger on here who want to commit