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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
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hi guys! i was just curious to hear Sasu members that CTBed who also had an impact on you or something. I myself actually keep note of everyone who passes on this site that impacted me in some way, though sometimes i miss a few people because i fail to keep track :(
heres my list!

Friends that have died:
1. 4 am - June 1, 2024 - unknown
2. pancake1230 - Jun 22, 2024 - SN
3. everything goes - July 4, 2024 - SN
4. JKFleck - July 11, 2024 - SN
5. N3UR0T1C - July 13, 2024 - SN
6. AmericanMary - Aug 11, 2024 - SN
7. QueerMelacholy - Aug 24, 2024 - SN
8. Themogger - Aug 31, 2024 - SN
9. DropletOfFrenesi - Sep 13, 2024 - Hanging
10. mistymoo - Sep 18, 2024 - SN
11. Clive - Oct 30, 2024 - SN
12. Abyssal - Nov 6, 2024 - SN
13. Shrobae - Nov 9, 2024 - SN
14. heavyeyes - Nov 19, 2024 - SN
15. nolovenohope - Dec 21, 2024- unknown

Oh there was someone who i never got to talk to but their goodbye thread and story was pretty impactful to me at least.

Before me:
Puffyclouds - Feb 24th - CTBed by shotgun
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
633
I haven't interacted here much yet so haven't gotten actually know much people who have ctbed but someone who has (probably died) and has impacted me is darkest. They were fun and good to talk to and play in the Boys Vs Girls Counting game and were understanding and empathetic. Also with the method they found and used and shared to me (ligature strangulation), I think I could have a chance of using it myself if I can just learn to tie the knots.

ijustwishtodie has said he will try to ctb soon and he is definitely been a great member to interact with here with his views on life, death and suicide so he is 100% going in this list. I will be glad when he is able to escape his suffering.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,726
I'm hoping that @myusername890 makes it to the list. They were an amazing member here
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
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ijustwishtodie has said he will try to ctb soon and he is definitely been a great member to interact with here with his views on life, death and suicide so he is 100% going in this list. I will be glad when he is able to escape his suffering.
@ijustwishtodie soon?! wait do you have a date or anything?!?!?!
 
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sadfemboy:(

sadfemboy:(

Member
Jun 24, 2024
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@TheLastBoyOnEarth, one of the first people to have messaged me on the forum, extremely kind soul who would always check up on me. If everything went according to plan, <removed exact date for privacy> July, 2024 with N.
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
23
I don't have any bc I'm somehow new here, but your list showed me that SN is willingly the favourite method for people here :)
 
Kyotospade

Kyotospade

After grief , only pain remains.
Jan 5, 2025
84
It's both eerie and good to know that sn does the job .
May everyone of them find peace .
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Deadbattery aka wonkeydonkey. He sent me SN link and was kind and helpful to me
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

reject humanity, return to monke
May 5, 2024
1,076
I don't have any bc I'm somehow new here, but your list showed me that SN is willingly the favourite method for people here :)
It's both eerie and good to know that sn does the job .
May everyone of them find peace .
its a pretty popular method here because the resources are and steps are easier to obtain and follow compared to other methods! (i think). I'm sad they left us but im glad they found peace, even if it wasn't from recovery.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
745
Not sure if the person who impacted me the most CTBed but she isn't around the site anymore. Still we both joined around the same time and we talked often and got to know each other briefly. I felt almost normal. Just hope she's at peace
 
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damienlerone03

damienlerone03

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May 5, 2024
1,076
Not sure if the person who impacted me the most CTBed but she isn't around the site anymore. Still we both joined around the same time and we talked often and got to know each other briefly. I felt almost normal. Just hope she's at peace
i know someone like that, the first person on this site who talked to me was someone named soulkitty, they left this site and deleted it. I kept it touch with them for a few more weeks but then our conversations died down and i haven't spoken to her in months. Hope she's doing well too
 
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