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Coolenv

Coolenv

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Jun 13, 2023
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Have you ever felt that there is no space where you feel safe, i don't mean from danger, just from the feeling of discomfort, this feeling of rage, this sadness, everywhere seems like a place of agony for me, at home, at my friend's home, at the doctors office, just this feeling of please get it over, lately i've been feeling rage, i've been trying to make a better enviroment for myself but it just does not work, everyone and everything seems so hostile, im just getting more bitter and bitter, everyday, i just feel that if i did, i would not want to go peacefully, i want to die screaming in the face of everyone and everything that caused me this feeling.
 
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thelostautistic

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Jul 31, 2025
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Absolutely. I don't feel emotionally safe anywhere
 
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alstroemeria55

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Sep 4, 2025
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Yes. I don't feel safe. I can't feel at peace. This world and my brain will never allow me to feel calm and content. Something is always wrong.
 
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