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ganpres37

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Aug 21, 2018
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back on this site unfortunately. not extremely suicidal or anything, but having thoughts. maybe i have a bipolar illness or something? i don't know. my life is still going fine for the most part, yet i still despise myself. not sure what i'm going to do.
 
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iHeartRockArt

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Sep 21, 2018
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Welcome back. Don't ever feel bad for returning, glad that you've chosen to come back...we are always here to support you.
 
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Xerxes

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Nov 8, 2018
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Hey man, I'm not currently impulsive at the moment, though that could change, or if I find a relative calm somewhere down my timeline I can do it without being impulsive. Even on the happiest days we still despise ourselves, or feel shame for living. I cope with just working and learning new things and try not to let things bother me. It's a struggle when you have your inner voice telling you to die, and then add on someone else's real life critique of you.
 
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ganpres37

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Aug 21, 2018
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Hey man, I'm not currently impulsive at the moment, though that could change, or if I find a relative calm somewhere down my timeline I can do it without being impulsive. Even on the happiest days we still despise ourselves, or feel shame for living. I cope with just working and learning new things and try not to let things bother me. It's a struggle when you have your inner voice telling you to die, and then add on someone else's real life critique of you.
might be the best and most relatable thing i've read today
 
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Lara Francis

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Jun 30, 2018
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back on this site unfortunately. not extremely suicidal or anything, but having thoughts. maybe i have a bipolar illness or something? i don't know. my life is still going fine for the most part, yet i still despise myself. not sure what i'm going to do.
Welcome back
 
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