golfvictor
Member
- May 30, 2026
- 9
An individual has the right to their own life, no one else owns that, meaning that any person who wishes to end it has the moral right to do so.
The reason to live is to experience happiness, not euphoria or temporary pleasure but actual happiness through achievement and love. My current environment does not permit either, I've known this much for many years, down to my first real attempt until SI kicked in. Either due to evasion of reality or innocence that cannot grasp the evil and violence of the situation I've been placed in, I'm not sure if I can finish the trigger pull.
Everything I knew and predicted years ago were real, but either due to apathy/callous of bearing it back then or pure SI being so strong, I cannot take myself out of existence.
This leads me here to learn more about suppressing my SI; personally, fexofenadine suppresses panic much and alcohol increases my carelessness, but it is not enough.
I reckoned I would share my experience and principals here.
The reason to live is to experience happiness, not euphoria or temporary pleasure but actual happiness through achievement and love. My current environment does not permit either, I've known this much for many years, down to my first real attempt until SI kicked in. Either due to evasion of reality or innocence that cannot grasp the evil and violence of the situation I've been placed in, I'm not sure if I can finish the trigger pull.
Everything I knew and predicted years ago were real, but either due to apathy/callous of bearing it back then or pure SI being so strong, I cannot take myself out of existence.
This leads me here to learn more about suppressing my SI; personally, fexofenadine suppresses panic much and alcohol increases my carelessness, but it is not enough.
I reckoned I would share my experience and principals here.
