So yeah, I'm quite sure about CTB. I haven't laid out the dates and plans yet though I do plan on doing a glutinous, drug filled binge (preferably with paid erotic partners) before I conclude. To do this, I will likely head out to Vietnam to do all that sin with legal ease.
However, that is going to be difficult. Although I'm a 30+ year old man, I still reside with my family.
Just to preface, I no longer feel guilty about the prospect of abandoning either my parents and special-needs brother; it's selfish of me to CTB but it's also selfish to be a continuous leach/disappointment. As such, I figure I'd rather be a sad(ish) footnote than a blahblahblah ya get the point.
But to do all this, I need to take off without arousing suspicion. If Mom or Dad notice that I'm gone for even more than 10 hours, they get extremely worried. I don't have any major mental health issues so it's not like I'm being constantly monitored but at the same time, concocting a scenerio whereby I can spend at least a month in solitude, be able to travel, and be able to finally use SN in peace is gonna be tough.
I've thought of lying by saying that I got strong enough remote-work to be able to afford a studio apartment, but I'm too shitty of a liar to provide convincing details. So like what do I do? Do I just not travel or have fun and just to the deed spontaneously? I'm not particularly fond of that idea; seems like an incredible waste and I don't want to end it on a sour note.
Has anyone managed to severe ties convincingly? What steps should I take to effectively isolate myself?
However, that is going to be difficult. Although I'm a 30+ year old man, I still reside with my family.
Just to preface, I no longer feel guilty about the prospect of abandoning either my parents and special-needs brother; it's selfish of me to CTB but it's also selfish to be a continuous leach/disappointment. As such, I figure I'd rather be a sad(ish) footnote than a blahblahblah ya get the point.
But to do all this, I need to take off without arousing suspicion. If Mom or Dad notice that I'm gone for even more than 10 hours, they get extremely worried. I don't have any major mental health issues so it's not like I'm being constantly monitored but at the same time, concocting a scenerio whereby I can spend at least a month in solitude, be able to travel, and be able to finally use SN in peace is gonna be tough.
I've thought of lying by saying that I got strong enough remote-work to be able to afford a studio apartment, but I'm too shitty of a liar to provide convincing details. So like what do I do? Do I just not travel or have fun and just to the deed spontaneously? I'm not particularly fond of that idea; seems like an incredible waste and I don't want to end it on a sour note.
Has anyone managed to severe ties convincingly? What steps should I take to effectively isolate myself?
