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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
686
Does this motivate anyone? Sometimes I see suicide as a way to keep or regain my honor. It says, "I will not accept this!"

"I would never do what I did. I would never say what I said. I'm better than this and would have lived a very different life."

Sort of a sepukku kind of motivation. Suicide proves that I see myself as unacceptable, and thereby ties me to a higher perspective. The one [who] kills me is more worthy of respect than the one who lives like this.
 
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anhedonic_moron

anhedonic_moron

weather outside is delightful
Mar 20, 2025
56
in a way, it is more motivating, like a sort of "fuck you" to everything and everyone.

The one that kills me is more worthy of respect than the one who lives like this.
something about this, is something..... don't know how to describe it
 
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