Reasons

[Tig]

My reasons for wanting to CTB, Mental health and Physical health.
If you would put you age in the responses that would helpful.
My age is 59 years old.

 

[Username1359751]

Primarily mental because technically I think my physical health is still viable/salvageable atp; although for how long is becoming more and more questionable. Also because only up until now has my physicality ever been in question of negatively impacting my future of wanting to live. Mental reasoning has only ever been the issue, so I was close to choosing both but didn't. -33 ½yrs

 

[EvisceratedJester]

Neither

 

[Anonymousa]

Mental health reasons cus I mostly want to kill myself due to feelings of emptiness and guilt. I also can't fill the void with things like working on projects cus of burnout due to working obsessively on it or with relationships cus of the my intense fear of abandonment. I am in my early 20s and I would say I am more physically healthy than unhealthy so that doesn't effect my want to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally wish to die because of existence, I find existing to be deeply undesirable in every single way and I'd never wish to exist under any circumstances no matter what, nothing would make me wish to be conscious in this existence, I just have no interest in suffering in this existence in general.

To me human existence just feels like a terrible mistake that just causes suffering all for the sake of it and problems there was never a need for at all, I'd always prefer to painlessly die than suffer in this existence just to be tortured dying in agony from old age. For me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and is all I'll ever hope for, only non-existence can solve what I ultimately see as the true problem which is existence itself and I've always wished to never exist ever again. I've always wished for the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten about where there is no more pain, no more suffering, more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, I wish I was never burdened with this unnecessary existence of pointless suffering more than anything, I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm

 

[Forever Sleep]

Neither. My reasons are more to do with my circumstances and seeing no realistic way of changing them. I deeply fear developing illness as I age though. Especially physical illness because I have more experience of that. I'm 44.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Neither. I just don't see existence as worth living through

 

[NegevChina]

Physical condition caused my mental health problems get worse. I'm struggling with both and there is no way one of them will improve.
I'm 57.