Reasons why my life is utter suffering.

[3dworldsucks]

• born with ugly name
• lived most of my life with an ugly cringy name which was a very stressful/anxietyful/humiliating/embarassing experience
• tiny penis
• always lethargic and tired
• always emotional and always feel like crying
• ugly face
• hormones are completely and permanently fucked up
• Failing most of my classes.
• low IQ/stupid
• I will never have friends nor girlfriend, or ever be loved.
• failure and disgrace
• living the same day over and over
• broke
• no experience with females at all, dont remember my last conversation with a girl.
• extreme insomnia. I can barely fall asleep
• bad reputation [I'm known as the mentally ill loser/reject/failure]
• in debt
• zero friends
• hate my stupid parents but I have no choice, but to live with them
• terrible past
• no future
• rotting in my dark room all day long
• have ocd/bdd/adhd etc, mentally ill af

I might just end it sometime in August before my next Uni Semester. I dont have access to guns so I might just hang myself after looking at a sunset. Ever since I watched that one anime (phantom requiem for the phantom) I have never been so suicidal as much I am now.

 

[Severen]

This reality is so fucking twisted. Because for every success in life, you have to pay a terrible price. This reality is exactly how I would create it, if my goal was to make as many people as miserable as possible while deceiving them at the same time. Let's say, you gained the power to fix every grievance you have. Life will make you pay for it all with pain and suffering. Half the people who look down on you, probably go home and cry when nobody ls looking. LOL Have you ever watched the movie, Bedazzled?