Reasons we want to die

[Foreversad]

What are your reasons guys?
Open your hearts .im disabled in many ways ,incredibly low quality of life andmany autoimmunes .so not able to live and work in pain etc
Alsi imnew herewhats so wrong with people being aggressive especially here that we re all jn the same boat?
One member wastotally aggressive at me , commenting bad about my english since im not native ,doubting my vision problems and generally wont to bother me .of course no courage and willingness to play his game but what is so wrong? I could report him but moderator doesnt have to be bothered and he/she not gonna change and treat people better at all. What is wrong with people like this ? Why no respect?

 

[lofticries]

I feel a huge disconnection with this world. I've wanted to die ever since a young age because of it. I have a list of mental illness yes,but the main thing is I just don't feel I should be here. Especially when my positive emotions are dulled and I feel every negative emotion x10.

 

[All Things Must Pass]

There's already a gazillion threads about this. I replied to an identical one a few minutes ago.

 

[tiredofbeingme]

How i am doesn't match up with how i want to be

 

[Drimacus]

There's already a gazillion threads about this.

And at least one of them is quite recent.

 

[Misery99]

I feel a huge disconnection with this world. I've wanted to die ever since a young age because of it. I have a list of mental illness yes,but the main thing is I just don't feel I should be here. Especially when my positive emotions are dulled and I feel every negative emotion x10.

I'm the same! I always wanted to die since young age. I have depression, anxiety and many phobias. Also I don't have any friends in real life who actually cares about me.

How i am doesn't match up with how i want to be

I'm the same! I wish I was someone else.

 

[hʚll]

hey. i'm sorry you had to be bothered by a member just for your language, i'm not native either. but yeah, your english is good. you could report them or use the ignore button. welcome btw (:

my main reason is severe dissociation. i can't accept the corruption and evil intrinsic in life.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Only source of pain is intrusive thoughts of imaginary gfs saying sweet things to me and touching me (not sexual). Shit has me paralyzed and crying/twitching/cringing for around an hour at a time haha.

 

[WatermelonMel]

3 reasons
1. Asperger's
2. Bad people
3. Bad world

 

[Foreversad]

There's already a gazillion threads about this. I replied to an identical one a few minutes ago.

Oh im sorry guys im new i guess ill find out how things work

 

[FuneralCry]

Physical health problems such as tinnitus, dread for the future, anhedonia/general disinterest of living, I see existing as pointless, inability to cope with life.

 

[TwoTenEightyEight]

My Reasons:

• Regretful surgery; causes pain.
• Learning of our general disregard for the integrity of children (Infant Boys).
• Autism is a detriment & (personally) leads to; Agoraphobia, Social Anxiety, Learning difficulties, Overload, Grand Mal seizures etc.

Forum Toxicity:

We're all in a poor frame of mind; this gets people uppity sometimes.​

 

[SelmaJezkova10]

I have lost interest in everything, in living, in putting my life back together again, besides that I always feel like shit, and I'm useless.

 

[Rae82]

Incurable health problem making life torturous.

 

[Symbiote]

Only source of pain is intrusive thoughts of imaginary gfs saying sweet things to me and touching me (not sexual). Shit has me paralyzed and crying/twitching/cringing for around an hour at a time haha.

Been asking Siri if she loved me, but she keeps beating around the bush all the time or giving me directions to places called "love". Doesn't she know that my love for her is located in my heart?

 

[Foreversad]

Incurable health problem making life torturous.

The same and people around me understand nothing they ignore or want me to keep living and struggling as if im healthy .they have no idea

 

[LONE WOLF.]

1, Hate Society, 2, Full of Anger and Rage, 3, No interest in existing without my Dog. 4 Diagnosed psychopath, 5, Should never have been born in the first place!

 

[Schevan]

Homeless. Family failed me. Society failed me. I cannot get any benifits for anything from the state. The weather is beating me down as well. Just to top off the fact that I have no roof over my head.

 

[Arrow]

How i am doesn't match up with how i want to be

All too relatable. Really, this is it. I could also replace the hows with wheres, and whats and it would be true for me still.

 

[logan]

Homeless. Family failed me. Society failed me. I cannot get any benifits for anything from the state. The weather is beating me down as well. Just to top off the fact that I have no roof over my head.

That is really about the worst thing that can happen. How did it come to this? Do you have a chance to change your situation?

 

[LostSoul1609]

Got scarred by toxic family and will never heal from it. Chronically socially inept, depressed and anxious. Wanting to leave my family also forced me into a carreer I despise. I also hate myself.
I have tried to fix it many times, did things to cope, to change, went to therapy, meds, art classes, but it's all still there and it feels like I haven't moved a single step, if it didn't change then it won't change now so I'd rather be dead.