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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
95
I know it's not real, there's only nothingness beyond life, but. If i had the chance to try again i would 100% take it, all the issues and pain i have in my life were mostly caused by my bad choices in life
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Mage
Mar 16, 2025
528
Never ever, under any circumstances, ever bring me back to this dump!

Me wanting to come back would be me endorsing the type of evil shit that happens on this planet, shit that i don't condone.
 
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red²

red²

Member
Jul 29, 2023
31
I wish the same. I don't want to die, I just can't exist in my own life. I know how amazing life can be, I've felt it, I constantly see it in other peoples lifes.
If I knew there was some sort of afterlife, where my consciousness will follow me either back to this planet or an entire different universe, the act of dying would be so much easier.
 
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39hatsune

39hatsune

get up! no one is coming to save you
Dec 9, 2025
9
i feel the same way, even though i also dont believe in any form of afterlife
i was never meant to be born human i think
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,082
There's no afterlife. Im very glad its eternal Non-existence 1 micro second after my brain dies

I would never any kind of life because i would never want the ability to suffer unbearable pain. Only in life can one suffer unbearable pain

Non-existence forever is the only guarantee of never suffering so badly the suffering or pain is a trillion times worse than the worst you can imagine

Permanent Non-existence is the only perfection the only thing without suffering ,the ultimate bliss
 
loumiimi

loumiimi

Member
Aug 30, 2025
5
I know it's not real, there's only nothingness beyond life, but. If i had the chance to try again i would 100% take it, all the issues and pain i have in my life were mostly caused by my bad choices in life
I don't know how I feel about it... while I want to be able to live the right way in a future life, I'm afraid of having an even more miserable life.
 
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WantingtoLeave

Member
Jun 13, 2025
61
I believe most people will go to hell, but I do not believe hell is eternal. For most people who go to hell, I believe they will undergo painful cleansing and correction to be reconciled with God. For those who cannot be redeemed, I believe hell will be a place of annihilation,
 
Siamese Believe

Siamese Believe

Member
Dec 8, 2025
65
Same, I do wish I had a chance be reborn as a 6'3, handsome, intelligent, wealthy white man, destined for greater things.

Only issue with reincarnation is not only is it risky. But it's also ultimately meaningless. None of us would remember how bad we had it in our previous lives, or that we even had a life before that one. We couldn't fully appreciate or savor that better life.

Those born into privilege can never fully grasp how beautiful their lives are.
 
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seasonsdied

Member
Sep 28, 2024
33
I wish I could go back and do things just a little different. Maybe 1-2 minor things could've made my life worthwhile instead of this current disaster. But I don't think I'll ever wake up as a teenager now lol. I guess I'll just have to live with it until I ctb
 
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Electra

Electra

The relief of giving in to destruction
Jul 1, 2024
586
I wish the same. I don't want to die, I just can't exist in my own life. I know how amazing life can be, I've felt it, I constantly see it in other peoples lifes.
If I knew there was some sort of afterlife, where my consciousness will follow me either back to this planet or an entire different universe, the act of dying would be so much easier.
This is a bit off-topic, but Midnight Library is such an amazing book and it kinda touches this theme. The main heroine commits and is transferred into somewhere "in between" where she can try out different lives. I highly recommend it!
 
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