Really cant be bothered

[sleepforever81]

I don't want to est, drink, sleep, work, go out or do anything anymore to be honest. I just want the pain of being alive to stop. Voices in my head keep telling me to kill myself, obviously the voices are a lot worse if I have been drinking. 8pm tonight I was running a razor sharp knife across my neck.

 

[remluvr]

I relate to you deeply and i'm sorry about the pain ur enduring. May I ask if you did end up hurting yourself with the knife?