Ready

[dearlydeparted44]

You know you're ready when you give up on all the details. You don't care how your room looks. You don't care how you'll be remembered. You don't really care about how your corpse will look. You just go about the business of getting on with it. No concerns about funeral songs (if there's even one for you), what you'll wear, or who will find you (other than loved ones.) You're just ready to get it over with and get out of here. Further getting bogged down with details just turns into stalling. And your soul will know and recognize that.

This is where I'm at. I'm just going to get it done.

 

[martyrdom]

I'm in the same place. I wish you peace, and I'm sorry you got here.

 

[dearlydeparted44]

I'm in the same place. I wish you peace, and I'm sorry you got here.

I'm not sorry. I lived this life as best as I could. I'm not in a dark place anymore. I'm in a clear place. I'm not leaving anything but hell. I wish you peace as well.

 

[rs929]

You know you're ready when you give up on all the details. You don't care how your room looks. You don't care how you'll be remembered. You don't really care about how your corpse will look. You just go about the business of getting on with it. No concerns about funeral songs (if there's even one for you), what you'll wear, or who will find you (other than loved ones.) You're just ready to get it over with and get out of here. Further getting bogged down with details just turns into stalling. And your soul will know and recognize that.

This is where I'm at. I'm just going to get it done.

Sorry, I've read some of your posts. I know you might take me for a prolifer, but that's not where I'm coming from. I respect this is your choice. I just want to say that from the outside it feels tragic, because you do have some good things in your life alongside all the pain. Whatever happens, I hope you aren't carrying all of this completely alone. Take care.

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering