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Lollypop24

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So a couple of weeks ago I was prepared to take SN and I mixed it up and drunk a sip or two. Then my partner rang to say he was on way home so I hid the solution in fridge and cupboard. He found them and threw them away. I didn't have the anti-emetics or anything. I've ordered again and am waiting for SN to turn up again
 
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kooktae

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Is your partner your husband? I'm mean if they're your boyfriend shouldn't you break up with them before you ctb?

(I'm just genuinely asking) (I'm sorry if this is too personal)
 
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Lollypop24

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Apr 5, 2022
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Is your partner your husband? I'm mean if they're your boyfriend shouldn't you break up with them before you ctb?

(I'm just genuinely asking) (I'm sorry if this is too personal)
No just partner. And maybe, but as he previously agreed to take SN with me, no.
Is your partner your husband? I'm mean if they're your boyfriend shouldn't you break up with them before you ctb?

(I'm just genuinely asking) (I'm sorry if this is too personal)
There's a lot more to the story than you know, but I suppose that may be the decent thing to do in some worlds
 
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So a couple of weeks ago I was prepared to take SN and I mixed it up and drunk a sip or two. Then my partner rang to say he was on way home so I hid the solution in fridge and cupboard. He found them and threw them away. I didn't have the anti-emetics or anything. I've ordered again and am waiting for SN to turn up again
How did you feel after taking the drink?
 
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It must had been awful having someone else interfere with your plans to ctb. I think that it's always best to keep methods in a place where nobody else could find it. I hope that you get the outcome that you are looking for.
 
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Lollypop24

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How did you feel after taking the drink?
Okay, I regret not downing it then. I didn't drink enough to experience side effects but I can assume that when I do that I'll experience lightheadedness and trouble breathing
If I don't fast and don't use other medication, will downing 25g sodium nitrite still kill me peacefully? Or will I be conscious as my body is robbed of oxygen
 
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HerculePoirot

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Sep 25, 2022
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You may succeed with SN alone, of course. With a probability of maybe 50%

With an 8-hours fast and antiemetics, the probability would be dramatically better, maybe 95%.

I don't see any good reason to jeopardize your bus tour.
 
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You may succeed with SN alone, of course. With a probability of maybe 50%

With an 8-hours fast and antiemetics, the probability would be dramatically better, maybe 95%.

I don't see any good reason to jeopardize your bus tour.
Where are you getting a probability of 50%?
 
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With an 8-hours fast and antiemetics, the probability would be dramatically better, maybe 95%.
How hard it is to get Meto online right now? I bought it a couple of years ago when I was just lurking (new member now), but can I still get my hands on it without too much trouble? I'm not asking for a source, just how hard it is. I'm in the US and can't ask my doctor for various reasons.
 
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Okay, I regret not downing it then. I didn't drink enough to experience side effects but I can assume that when I do that I'll experience lightheadedness and trouble breathing
If I don't fast and don't use other medication, will downing 25g sodium nitrite still kill me peacefully? Or will I be conscious as my body is robbed of oxygen
Regardless of whether you take any medication or not, the lack of oxygen in the blood will lead to unconsciousness. Before you commit to this, are sure you can't get some pain killers like Tylenol or Ibuprofen? Or even an over the counter Antacid? If you can't fast while awake, plan to do it after you've slept for the night so you can take it in the morning. I apologize if this is inappropriate, but it seems that you are being a bit rash and not thinking this through. Please, take some time and plan so that when you are ready not only will you succeed, but make your crossing as peaceful as possible.
 
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You may succeed with SN alone, of course. With a probability of maybe 50%

With an 8-hours fast and antiemetics, the probability would be dramatically better, maybe 95%.

I don't see any good reason to jeopardize your bus tour.
"maybe 50%"?..................."maybe 95%"? Where are these probabilities coming from?
 
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"maybe 50%"?..................."maybe 95%"? Where are these probabilities coming from?
These are not scientific figures of course. Just an awkward way to explain that the probability of success will be much lower without adjuvants.
Where are you getting a probability of 50%?
As I said before, it's just an awkward way to explain that the probability of success will be much lower without adjuvants.
 
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Lollypop24

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Inhegardless of whether you take any medication or not, the lack of oxygen in the blood will lead to unconsciousness. Before you commit to this, are sure you can't get some pain killers like Tylenol or Ibuprofen? Or even an over the counter Antacid? If you can't fast while awake, plan to do it after you've slept for the night so you can take it in the morning. I apologize if this is inappropriate, but it seems that you are being a bit rash and not thinking this through. Please, take some time and plan so that when you are ready not only will you succeed, but make your crossing as peaceful aspossibIe
I have olanzapine and codeine,are these good enough
Regardless of whether you take any medication or not, the lack of oxygen in the blood will lead to unconsciousness. Before you commit to this, are sure you can't get some pain killers like Tylenol or Ibuprofen? Or even an over the counter Antacid? If you can't fast while awake, plan to do it after you've slept for the night so you can take it in the morning. I apologize if this is inappropriate, but it seems that you are being a bit rash and not thinking this through. Please, take some time and plan so that when you are ready not only will you succeed, but make your crossing as peaceful as possible.
How long will it take me to pass out? Is there any chance that I will stay conscious longer than 10mins
You may succeed with SN alone, of course. With a probability of maybe 50%

With an 8-hours fast and antiemetics, the probability would be dramatically better, maybe 95%.

I don't see any good reason to jeopardize your bus tour.
Will it be painful or take longer to pass out if I take olanzapine codeine and SN?
 
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Lollypop24

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Regardless of whether you take any medication or not, the lack of oxygen in the blood will lead to unconsciousness. Before you commit to this, are sure you can't get some pain killers like Tylenol or Ibuprofen? Or even an over the counter Antacid? If you can't fast while awake, plan to do it after you've slept for the night so you can take it in the morning. I apologize if this is inappropriate, but it seems that you are being a bit rash and not thinking this through. Please, take some time and plan so that when you are ready not only will you succeed, but make your crossing as peaceful as possible.
How long after drinking SN will I be unconscious? As I said I have codeine and olanzapine
 
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Finding Sirius

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Please review this guide which has been used by many to successfully ctb via SN. See if the medications you have match up with what it says you will need. Keep in mind that not everyone can gather every medication mentioned, however, fasting is one of the main factors for a successful and more importantly peaceful ctb. As for how long it will take you to go unconscious, that depends on how quickly th SN absorbs into your system. Please look at the guide, as well as other threads related to SN, you will get answers as well as peace regarding this method. I wish you peace.
 
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