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budbud29

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Straight to the point. I'm 29 years old and prescribed Klonopin and Prozac. I'm scared to end my life, but I really want to. I don't do anything with my life. I just lay in my bed. I started drinking a few years ago and that made things worse and ended up getting two DUIs and now I have no car or license how many Klonopin would I need to swallow to die? I also have Prozac and a lot of Benadryl, but I'm afraid that I'll just end up throwing up or having really bad hallucinations. I wish I knew for a fact that if I took all these medication's that I would just fall asleep and not wake up. Also, when I was four years old, I was in a foster home and I was repeatedly raped, and I believe that's what actually destroyed me.
 
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