Alcohol is one of the only things that helps me cope with having a near photographic memory and no ability to dissociate.
Molly felt helpful for me on the couple rare occasions I was able to access it. Hear there's some decrim and legal med trials / safe-supply access happening for that now in parts of Canada??
I wonder, since benzos are chemically very similar to alcohol, if that could provide occasional help in short term withdrawal?
But long term, benzos pose greater addiction and neurological-damage risks, so I don't want to promote that recklessly.
(benzorecovery reddit seems like a maybe-good resource for anyone struggling with that.)
i've found, after being drunk, and then after the hangover,
there's then, like, a 24-48-hour later rebound period, that's not like being hung-over, that's different but somehow worse? Yeah feels like the fucking world is ending sometimes. But it's not my first end of the world. Solidarity.