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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
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Just wanna make this quick. This is definitely not fun. I think I'm gonna take my SN in about an hour.
Definitely have to push myself to do this. My life is just so empty. I hate it. I have info about my protocol on previous posts.

Wish me luck.
Ug my SI is already kicking in. So annoying...
 
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Miss Anthropy

Miss Anthropy

....and the sky turned black
Dec 28, 2022
58
I wish you well in your journey and hope you find peace 🖤
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,127
I wish you the best.
 
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nir

27/F/Canada
Aug 18, 2024
308
Just wanna make this quick. This is definitely not fun. I think I'm gonna take my SN in about an hour.
Definitely have to push myself to do this. My life is just so empty. I hate it. I have info about my protocol on previous posts.

Wish me luck.
Ug my SI is already kicking in. So annoying...
Gonna miss you, friend. I hope it's peaceful. Remember if you change your mind, there is no shame and we'll be here for you <3
 
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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
Thanks everyone. Walking to my spot now. Starting to feel a lot calmer.l
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
512
I wish you the best of luck, shadow. I hope you find what you're looking for, and I hope the process goes smoothly.
 
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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
Phone is on 13 percent so it might go before I do just fyi
 
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hopelesswanderer

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Oct 12, 2023
87
Thinking of you. Wishing you peace.
 
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kvsvenky100

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Dec 7, 2023
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Best of luck. May you find peace ♥️
 
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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
My SI is kicking in like crazy. I'm shaking and I haven't even drank the stuff yet. Going to wait a bit and make sure this is what I want. I made the drink. Feel like this is actually gonna work this time, my last attempts didn't work.
I'm ready to go. Just had a sip to test it. It doesn't burn at all its just really salty.
Update: I just drank it. Wasn't bad at all just a little salty. I feel ok but I am shaking. Hope this works. I got it from DMC. Stomach feels a little heavy. I fasted since dinner. Don't feel nauseous at all. Hope this stuff is legit. I'm gonna lie down on my blanket and listen to music for a bit.
I have my second drink ready.
 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
Wishing you the best. ❤️
 
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justpathetic

justpathetic

Pathetic
Sep 15, 2024
175
My SI is kicking in like crazy. I'm shaking and I haven't even drank the stuff yet. Going to wait a bit and make sure this is what I want. I made the drink. Feel like this is actually gonna work this time, my last attempts didn't work.
I'm ready to go. Just had a sip to test it. It doesn't burn at all its just really salty.
Update: I just drank it. Wasn't bad at all just a little salty. I feel ok but I am shaking. Hope this works. I got it from DMC. Stomach feels a little heavy. I fasted since dinner. Don't feel nauseous at all. Hope this stuff is legit. I'm gonna lie down on my blanket and listen to music for a bit.
I have my second drink ready.
You're so courageous. Good luck and peace to you.
 
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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
So far very peaceful. Just stomach feeling a little tingly and heavy. Feeling a bit light headed. No nausea. Phone on 8 percent.
Thanks everybody <3 everything is gonna be ok.
Listening to Dark Shirt by Joshua Chuquimia Crampton on loop. Feel tingly in my legs. Definitely bad aftertaste.
Need a lot of gum lol
 
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maynoname

maynoname

Student
Aug 13, 2024
162
I havent seen your thread before so sorry
I hope you gonna find peace <3
 
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shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
Starting to feel a little nauseus. Crazy heartbeat.
 
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NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
We're here with you. ❤️
 
shadow999

shadow999

Student
Sep 6, 2024
126
I gotta lie down. Sorry if I just drop out everybody. Phone is on 6 percent. Much love
 
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AllTheseQuestions

AllTheseQuestions

Member
Sep 19, 2024
47
I hope this as peaceful as possible, you are in my thoughts my friend
 
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Clochette

Member
Sep 25, 2024
6
Hope you find peace and you enjoy your music !
 
NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
I hope your rest is peaceful and unending.
 
maynoname

maynoname

Student
Aug 13, 2024
162
Thank you for sharing that with us. Hope you gonna find peace, you are so brave
 
ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

Student
Jun 1, 2024
132
thank you for sharing this with us dude wishing you peace <3
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I'm glad you are going off to sleep peacefully. I wish you well on your journey
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
512
I hope all is well and you're on your way to peace. I'm very happy to see that your experience with SN was a relatively peaceful and uneventful one. Farewell!
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,918
I hope your transition is smooth & you find a place of unconditional love🌹💔
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
Wishing you peace<3
 
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Kali_Yuga13

Warlock
Jul 11, 2024
745
I wish you a safe journey to the other side and peace thereafter.
 

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