shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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Just wanna make this quick. This is definitely not fun. I think I'm gonna take my SN in about an hour.
Definitely have to push myself to do this. My life is just so empty. I hate it. I have info about my protocol on previous posts.

Wish me luck.
Ug my SI is already kicking in. So annoying...
 
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Miss Anthropy

Miss Anthropy

....and the sky turned black
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I wish you well in your journey and hope you find peace 🖤
 
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Just wanting some peace
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I wish you the best.
 
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nir

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Just wanna make this quick. This is definitely not fun. I think I'm gonna take my SN in about an hour.
Definitely have to push myself to do this. My life is just so empty. I hate it. I have info about my protocol on previous posts.

Wish me luck.
Ug my SI is already kicking in. So annoying...
Gonna miss you, friend. I hope it's peaceful. Remember if you change your mind, there is no shame and we'll be here for you <3
 
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shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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Thanks everyone. Walking to my spot now. Starting to feel a lot calmer.l
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
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I wish you the best of luck, shadow. I hope you find what you're looking for, and I hope the process goes smoothly.
 
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shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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Phone is on 13 percent so it might go before I do just fyi
 
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Thinking of you. Wishing you peace.
 
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shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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My SI is kicking in like crazy. I'm shaking and I haven't even drank the stuff yet. Going to wait a bit and make sure this is what I want. I made the drink. Feel like this is actually gonna work this time, my last attempts didn't work.
I'm ready to go. Just had a sip to test it. It doesn't burn at all its just really salty.
Update: I just drank it. Wasn't bad at all just a little salty. I feel ok but I am shaking. Hope this works. I got it from DMC. Stomach feels a little heavy. I fasted since dinner. Don't feel nauseous at all. Hope this stuff is legit. I'm gonna lie down on my blanket and listen to music for a bit.
I have my second drink ready.
 
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NoHalfMeasures

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Wishing you the best. ❤️
 
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justpathetic

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Sep 15, 2024
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My SI is kicking in like crazy. I'm shaking and I haven't even drank the stuff yet. Going to wait a bit and make sure this is what I want. I made the drink. Feel like this is actually gonna work this time, my last attempts didn't work.
I'm ready to go. Just had a sip to test it. It doesn't burn at all its just really salty.
Update: I just drank it. Wasn't bad at all just a little salty. I feel ok but I am shaking. Hope this works. I got it from DMC. Stomach feels a little heavy. I fasted since dinner. Don't feel nauseous at all. Hope this stuff is legit. I'm gonna lie down on my blanket and listen to music for a bit.
I have my second drink ready.
You're so courageous. Good luck and peace to you.
 
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shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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So far very peaceful. Just stomach feeling a little tingly and heavy. Feeling a bit light headed. No nausea. Phone on 8 percent.
Thanks everybody <3 everything is gonna be ok.
Listening to Dark Shirt by Joshua Chuquimia Crampton on loop. Feel tingly in my legs. Definitely bad aftertaste.
Need a lot of gum lol
 
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maynoname

maynoname

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Aug 13, 2024
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I havent seen your thread before so sorry
I hope you gonna find peace <3
 
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shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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Starting to feel a little nauseus. Crazy heartbeat.
 
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shadow999

shadow999

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Sep 6, 2024
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I gotta lie down. Sorry if I just drop out everybody. Phone is on 6 percent. Much love
 
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AllTheseQuestions

AllTheseQuestions

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Sep 19, 2024
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I hope this as peaceful as possible, you are in my thoughts my friend
 
NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
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I hope your rest is peaceful and unending.
 
maynoname

maynoname

Student
Aug 13, 2024
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Thank you for sharing that with us. Hope you gonna find peace, you are so brave
 
ItsyBitsyWeetard

ItsyBitsyWeetard

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thank you for sharing this with us dude wishing you peace <3
 
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Jan 1, 2024
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I'm glad you are going off to sleep peacefully. I wish you well on your journey
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
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I hope all is well and you're on your way to peace. I'm very happy to see that your experience with SN was a relatively peaceful and uneventful one. Farewell!
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I hope your transition is smooth & you find a place of unconditional love🌹💔
 
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Kali_Yuga13

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Jul 11, 2024
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I wish you a safe journey to the other side and peace thereafter.
 

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