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DoAnythingMore

DoAnythingMore

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Jan 29, 2025
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I've recently had a surgery where they prescribed me 14x 5mg pills of Oxycodone.
I managed to get through the pain without taking a single pill. I was kind of afraid of getting addicted to them, even if I had only used them for pain relief.

I didn't throw them away as I thought they could be used for CTB but after a little bit of searching I'm not entirely sure and have some questions:

  • Is 70mg even close enough for someone like me to CTB with? I've never done opioids before so I have no tolerance and I weigh ~73kg if that helps
  • Is there a possibility that I would get so high off of them that I'd suddenly change my mind and call for help? Only for me to get back to the same place of wanting to CTB once I get sober.
  • Do I need any other drugs to go along with them? Like is there a risk I would throw up or something?
  • Would I have to crush and snort the pills or would swallowing them work the same? I've never snorted anything before but I think that's what some "recreational" users of Oxycodone do?

Thank you for reading and I hope you have a lovely day! ^^
 
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Don't waste your time.


 
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OnMyLast Legs

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Is 70mg even close enough for someone like me to CTB with?
Nope. Might make for a more pleasant attempt by other means. I would love to have 70mg in a tent with CO, for example
 
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  • 70mg is not enough to kill you, at least reliably. The highest Oxy pills have 80mg
  • Unlikely but maybe? It is more likely you will just feel at peace with death, and you will become too lazy to try to prevent it
  • Benzos! Will make the high less good since Oxy makes you happy but Benzos pull you back down into numbness. But since you are looking for CTB not having a nice high, benzos are highly recommended. They both enhance each others effects on your respiratory system. Powerful combination
  • You have 5mg pills so snorting them is impossible. Just way too much powder. Crushing them into water would be the way to go
 
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Don't waste your time.


Nope. Might make for a more pleasant attempt by other means. I would love to have 70mg in a tent with CO, for example
  • 70mg is not enough to kill you, at least reliably. The highest Oxy pills have 80mg
  • Unlikely but maybe? It is more likely you will just feel at peace with death, and you will become too lazy to try to prevent it
  • Benzos! Will make the high less good since Oxy makes you happy but Benzos pull you back down into numbness. But since you are looking for CTB not having a nice high, benzos are highly recommended. They both enhance each others effects on your respiratory system. Powerful combination
  • You have 5mg pills so snorting them is impossible. Just way too much powder. Crushing them into water would be the way to go

Thank you all so much for the replies! It genuinely means a lot to me.

The idea of just kind of falling asleep and never waking up seems way more appealing to me than hanging or jumping off a building, but as it's not going to be reliable and I don't even have enough to OD with I'll have to consider going back to practicing and planning partial hanging again.

Using them to try and make my partial hanging more pleasant is a good idea though! I'll put that on the list. I'm just not sure about the dosing or how long it would take for them to kick in but I guess if I just take all of them and wait on a stool with a rope around my neck I'll eventually get tired and ready to "kick the chair". :D
 
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