Question

[suicidal.lady]

Hi,

Does anyone else think that they will feel suicidal for the rest of their life (if you don't succeed in dying by your attempts) xx

 

[Darkover]

most definitely i've been suicidal every day for 7 years straight due to a brain injury hopefully this is my last year alive i am waiting for N to come back on the market

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course I will, I've never wished to exist here in the first place and I know that I could never do. To me, life in itself certainly is the true problem and I could never see the appeal to enduring this futile process where all that lies ahead for us as humans is suffering, loss and decay. I see wanting to die as being a logical response to existing in this harmful and unpredictable world filled with risks where there is unlimited potential to suffer and anyway life is just not for me in any way. I prefer the sound of permanent nonexistence over everything, I find it tiring being trapped here, I just hate the fact how suicide is so unnecessarily difficult.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes. I've already felt like it for so long- 33 years to varying degrees- it's become my 'normal' way of thinking.