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Wingspan

Wingspan

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I live with my parents and they sleep next door to me, how foolish would it be to take my SN + Meto dose at night when theyre asleep? Would I make any suspicious noises, death groans or the like? They sleep for over 8 hours so I can rely on them not finding me in time, but I really don't want to mess this up.
 
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I think that's risky. They will hear ur noise. Do that in hotel or at a time that u are alone
 
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oono

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I think that's risky. They will hear ur noise. Do that in hotel or at a time that u are alone
because there is a lot of noise when someone uses sn?
 
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The PPH handbook doesn't mention anything, which makes sense. All it does is keep oxygen from leaving your bloodstream. You should just fall unconscious when your brain runs out of oxygen. Unless you snore when you're unconscious or something, you should be fine.

But I'm not sure why you'd take the risk. Get a hotel room. Go for a hike or something. Getting interrupted and revived with brain damage would be horrible. And I don't know your relationship with your parents but it seems unnecessary to make them find you.

Either way, good luck.
 
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So even in a hotel room that may be complicated if someone hears noise from our room?
No, I think in hotel room there is not problem. Those sounds are not too loud
 
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Elvira

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I thought SN didnt have any lasting effects in case of failure isnt that correct?
I am not an expert but SN is strong chemical poison so according me it can have some consequences. Nobody report serious brain damage but some of your brain cells may die. Also I can imagine that if you have some other medical issues it can worsen their symptoms. In the long term effect it can for example increase a risk of cancer or some neurological disease e.g Alzheimer or Parkinson but who knows. Probably nobody did some serious study about this.
Loopylou who survive her attempt reported this (her SN most likely wasn't pure enough):
Currently not well from my attempt. My skin is really pink patches and blue. My knuckles and knees and toe bones are blue. My veins usually nurses struggle but they are bright blue. I feel really cold. My kidneys ache. And I have blood when I pass a stool at the time...but these symptoms probably will last only few weeks and if you'll seek a medical help you can recover much more quickly. That's just my opinion.
 
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I am not an expert but SN is strong chemical poison so according me it can have some consequences. Nobody report serious brain damage but some of your brain cells may die. Also I can imagine that if you have some other medical issues it can worsen their symptoms. In the long term effect it can for example increase a risk of cancer or some neurological disease e.g Alzheimer or Parkinson but who knows. Probably nobody did some serious study about this.
Loopylou who survive her attempt reported this (her SN most likely wasn't pure enough):
Currently not well from my attempt. My skin is really pink patches and blue. My knuckles and knees and toe bones are blue. My veins usually nurses struggle but they are bright blue. I feel really cold. My kidneys ache. And I have blood when I pass a stool at the time...but these symptoms probably will last only few weeks and if you'll seek a medical help you can recover much more quickly. That's just my opinion.
That makes me scared of going with SN. I guess a riskless method would be too good to be true.
 
Wingspan

Wingspan

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Jun 21, 2020
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The PPH handbook doesn't mention anything, which makes sense. All it does is keep oxygen from leaving your bloodstream. You should just fall unconscious when your brain runs out of oxygen. Unless you snore when you're unconscious or something, you should be fine.
Thanks for this response, very much appreciated :)
But I'm not sure why you'd take the risk. Get a hotel room. Go for a hike or something. Getting interrupted and revived with brain damage would be horrible. And I don't know your relationship with your parents but it seems unnecessary to make them find you.

Either way, good luck.
You're right. The only reason I asked the question mainly is because my mood oscillates very strongly, and I want to be able to take advantage of phases where my emotional state would make it easier to go through with my suicide - I worry that if I were to book a hotel, I may change my mind by the time I arrive, or my SI may be playing up. I'm not too sure how I feel about my parents finding me, whether they see my body or not they'll know I'm dead so I'm not sure if it will affect them too much, but dying away from them would be ideal.
 
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Elvira

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...nd-experiences-information-google-docs.29900/

Very useful source of information. Gives you answers why isn't a good idea to by nearby any of your family members or friends and also about noises it can make after you take SN.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/post-541994
 
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Bong-Hit-Transplant

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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...nd-experiences-information-google-docs.29900/

Very useful source of information. Gives you answers why isn't a good idea to by nearby any of your family members or friends and also about noises it can make after you take SN.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/post-541994
No idea how I haven't come across this yet. I assumed she possibly skipped the anti emetics considering the vomiting, but her goodbye thread details a regimen of them a day prior. Way more then the PPH states is necessary.

That plus the pain and discomfort being way more then I'd expect is making consider other methods.

Really is a shame. SN is seems to be the least painful method of overdosing that doesn't require illegal purchases.
 

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