Question for you?

[Endoflifecomestoall]

How do you know the difference between thinking about it and doing it?

 

[Outandproud]

Thinking about it is the coping for staying alive knowing that when everything fail, and eventually will, theres a scape for it all.. youll know when its time for doing, no rush

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course actually going through with ctb is when the person attempts the method, but thinking about it, for me is having thoughts about methods and wishing that I'm free from this cruel existence. There is a big difference. It would be ideal if actually dying is straightforward, to be gone from this world is certainly the best thing possible. However for now I'm trapped with the same thoughts of how only death could bring me peace.

 

[SarRy]

Well, it's thinking about it until you actually do it. That being said, when you start making a plan, having no hope for life, not looking for alternatives, and actually plan to go through with it is probably the time you really cross the bounds into "doing it" territory.

 

[akirat9]

difference ?

think about everyday

do ? would not be hear to say it

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Thinking about it is the coping for staying alive knowing that when everything fail, and eventually will, theres a scape for it all.. youll know when its time for doing, no rush

Your thoughts are the same as mine.
Knowing you have the freedom to ctb gives you liberation.