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koka

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Apr 13, 2026
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I recently came to know that there is almost 900mg or even more tapentadol at my home, and I have many more things, like 7mg (could get more) of clonazepam, 130mg zolpidem and 7.5mg xanax, is that enough, I'm not opioid tolerant at all, my weight is low too, 13.6 is my bmi, is this enough, please help, and could I end up becoming a vegetable in this method or normal?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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While a low BMI could be to your advantage, medication od's are very, very unreliable. What kills one person could do absolutely nothing to another and you are far more likely to be alive with some lasting effects than actually die.

Do not attempt this.
 
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koka

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While a low BMI could be to your advantage, medication od's are very, very unreliable. What kills one person could do absolutely nothing to another and you are far more likely to be alive with some lasting effects than actually die.

Do not have a time to this.
Yeah, I don't have much options either, hanging isn't possible, physical methods altogether aren't possible, my family might find out, I've already trying dying twice, but failed so…
 
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koka

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Apr 13, 2026
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While a low BMI could be to your advantage, medication od's are very, very unreliable. What kills one person could do absolutely nothing to another and you are far more likely to be alive with some lasting effects than actually die.

Do not attempt this.
I actually have 3.2g of tapentadol now, any changes in your decision?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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I actually have 3.2g of tapentadol now, any changes in your decision?
You could name every medication in the world and the answer would not change.
 
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