Venting Pyshical illness tourturing me

[ineedtogetout]

So i suffer from upper airway resistance syndrome where you exprience respirtory effort related arousels (reras) during sleep which fragment sleep and it causes me painful severe fatigue and i feel like im burning through the day and i have extremely hard time getting this shit treated and i want to die because.its pyshically painful and i cant function or.do shit litearlly punishment by this naturalistic body

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this extreme pain and suffering in this existence, I'm sorry you are tortured in this existence so much.

 

[-RedBirdOnASkull-]

It must be horrible, I'm so sorry that you have to experience this.
I hope you'll find the strength to go through that.
I know that this sound always pathetic, if told from someone that is not experiencing your pain, but everything pass. Even the suffering that you are feeling right now, in one year could be completely different.

Hang on, I know how does it feels like, being in pain, you just need to let the time do its job.

The only thing I feel like to do right now, is close my eyes and think about you, with all the love and compassion I can find in my heart.

A big hug, may this be a good night for you.