Putting off ctb ...

[Nem]

Has been a huge mistake of epic proportions. I held off last year because my dad was pretty sick but now I'm just completely fucked. I went to order F and haven't heard anything back and when I finally received my sn a few months ago my dad's condition deteriorated and I figured I should hold off till he passes but that's been way too tough.

I have to get this over with and not care about upsetting people since my condition is not getting better and how could it with three hours sleep a night?! I've read the sn threads and the stuff I have had gone hard right after I received it and I'm wondering if I should purchase more in case this stuff is compromised. What a fuckin shit show

Peace/hugs

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Nem, do what's right for you. I care so much about you, I'd like to see you go in peace. You deserve that much. I have to delay mine to May.

Lord have mercy.

xoxo love you, Nemmy.

 

[MaybeMaybeKnot]

It's honorable that you are keeping your dad in mind, but don't neglect yourself in the process. Whatever you decide, you know we'll be here.