MissLisa
Student
- Sep 13, 2018
- 153
I feel the more this world throws at me, the longer I remain alive the more I am pushing loved ones away. They say they don't recognise me sometimes. I get told things about them and when I mention anything it hurts them. I just think the sooner I am gone the better for everyone.
I have been struggling for years, sometimes fighting and trying to live but too much has happened lately and I can't fight anymore. I am quite isolated and so only have very few around me yet I seem to be pushing what little Ii have away.
I don't want to hurt anyone. I am not very good at doing things alone, I need support and reassurance with a lot of things.
I don't deserve to walk among people of this world, it hurts. I hurt for them not me.
I have been struggling for years, sometimes fighting and trying to live but too much has happened lately and I can't fight anymore. I am quite isolated and so only have very few around me yet I seem to be pushing what little Ii have away.
I don't want to hurt anyone. I am not very good at doing things alone, I need support and reassurance with a lot of things.
I don't deserve to walk among people of this world, it hurts. I hurt for them not me.