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Rezzienator
Member
- Feb 12, 2022
- 19
I believe that life is solely based on karmic debt, karmic "justice", balance, vindication, and retribution system and bylaws. Life given was never intended to be a gift. It was given to punish, and pay off all our individual karmic debt. I believe in reincarnation, and I feel like this current life is the calculated sum and tally of many past existences. We are all spirits and energy forms of life. Those who have debt, are thrown into and contained into decaying chambers of mortality that house the individual. In our case our chambers of organs, blood, and flesh. Those in debt are sentenced to different realms of institutional infrastructures (Earth for us) that are designed to serve out sentences. Look around. Illness, Disease, famine, poverty, homelessness, depression, murder, abuse, discrimination, hatred, jealousy, favoritism, unhappiness, entrapment, enslavement, etc...This atmospheric plane we are housed on was never designed to be a place of happiness. This is a place of karmic debt payoff or consolidation. If you don't pay it off, you get thrusted back in after life, life is repeated in same form, or different. The reward for paying it off is eternal existence in a void that promotes tranquility and happiness, or complete non existence and termination from history. The choice would be yours.
Knowing this, as much as I want to die, I am conflicted.
Do I stay and serve my punishment in hopes of complete release, hoping to never come back,
Or do I take my chances and just off myself this once, because if the consequence is reincarnation and time added for the offense, at least I will know better and not do it again?
Or if I'm wrong about reincarnation,
At least I'll be gone for good.
Do I stay in this hell to get to my "heaven"?
Knowing this, as much as I want to die, I am conflicted.
Do I stay and serve my punishment in hopes of complete release, hoping to never come back,
Or do I take my chances and just off myself this once, because if the consequence is reincarnation and time added for the offense, at least I will know better and not do it again?
Or if I'm wrong about reincarnation,
At least I'll be gone for good.
Do I stay in this hell to get to my "heaven"?