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TransientEternal

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Sep 24, 2023
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Do you all ever have something bad that happens after you decide not to kill yourself today? Every time I decide to delay it something just always seems to happen that makes me regret not doing it. Like the world itself is punishing me. Anyone else have this happen or is it just me?
 
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Jan 22, 2026
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I feel you. I'm the kind of person to beat myself up over past mistakes. So whenever it replays in my mind, I just have that thought of, "yknow, if i actually went through with my attempt, i wouldn't have to deal with that whole situation"
 
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