Jumper Geo
Life's a bitch and then you die.
- Feb 23, 2020
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Thank you so much for you help and advice, it's much appreciated :-)
Your welcome
Cheers
Geo
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Thank you so much for you help and advice, it's much appreciated :-)
Serial Killer Geo,
I have reduced the amount of pills in my regime so I can get it down to a minimum amount and reduce the chances of me vomiting, I have been hitting my head against the wall for ages as the PPeH said to mix 2g then 1g then 800mg with the SN and I studied these meds and it takes a minimum 30 minutes to start working so your not going to get the full benefits, I even done my own testing above, I thought it was strange but after reading the PPeH again and again I somehow thought it would help with the absorption of SN but as this goodbye thread has proved Protonanolol did not help but he may have vomited it all up.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-documenting-of-all_pointless-passing-away-by-sn.44504/
The PPeH has recorded times of 3 and 12 minutes to lose consciousness but they don't display the regime they followed so that's bad taste, lucky we also have Faust who documented his SN experience and he done a predose of 80mg and he was unconscious in minutes.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-final-day-has-come.43488/
I am fairly confident if I take a dose of 200mg 60 minutes before dissolved in water and take another 200mg dissolved with the SN it will be the best method for me and I should lose consciousness quickly, I will dissolve all the meds in a little bit of water for fast action.
1, It prevents tachycardia, the heart racing and beating fast.
2, When the brain receives a message there is insufficient oxygen, a message is sent to the heart to increase blood flow which is blocked.
3, Reduces your heart rate and has a calming effect,
Updated regime
11:00hrs 02 X Big Macs and Fries with Vanilla Milkshake
15:00hrs 02 X KFC Chicken Burgers, Chips and Coke
16:00hrs 01 X Begin 8 Hour FAST
22.00hrs 01 X Begin 2 Hour Water FAST
22:45hrs 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg)
23:45hrs 04 X 75mg Ranitidine (300mg)
23:00hrs 05 X 40mg Propranolol (200mg)
23:00hrs 02 X 500mg of Paracetamol (1,000mg)
23:50hrs 01 X Last roll up of Golden Virginia tobacco
24:00hrs 05 X 40mg Propranolol (200mg)
24:00hrs 01 X 30grams SN (30,000mg)
24:00hrs 01 X Swallow SN and Propranolol in 50/100ml Water, Rizla Bomb or Yum Yum Chocolate Bomb (Not Decided Yet
01.00hrs 01 X CBT Woohoo
Cheers
Geo
Pro Lifer Geo.
I would just like to mention I have been suffering from the side effects from Risperidone for nearly two years I have told my medical coordinator my side effects and he never explained sod all to me just kept saying it's depression and for over a year kept saying we have to find the right AD to give you, I have no energy and motivation, low sex drive can't even be bothered to wash or clean my teeth, had to give up my job I get out of bed lay on the settee and watch TV and surf the internet and drink copious amounts of tea, well I am British you know, but I feel the same mentally as I was before going on risperidone so I have been reading about what the effects are and it seems everything seems to be tied into the D2 receptor which produces and releases dopamine the neurotransmitter where all your pleasure in life comes from if the flow is interrupted you suffer from lack of energy and motivation and sexual performance there is a very long list of side effects.
Like everything this comes with WARNINGS producing to much dopamines leads to some serious side effects and addictions, can cause psychosis and you can develop OCD tendencies and sexual addiction, gambling addictions and so on, best to discuss with your doctor or search the internet and research the Good and Bad effects of dopamine I will put a couple of links below so please read them very carefully.
After my finding I decided to go with a natural solution multi vitamins I had two types I bought for my mother a while ago and this was part of what I wanted to order so I have highlighted them below what I have been taking for a couple of days and the effects I am feeling today.
I have ordered multi vitamins to see if my symptoms improve, I don't know if its the placebo effect but I am feeling better I have had a shave and brushed my teeth and just got out of the bath, which I really struggled to do, I am only taking the highlighted vitamins below so far but if the other ones are good I will let you know, I won't take any additional vitamins if the effects from these two are good and last.
Turmeric 95% Curcumin, tested on mice and was shown to increase dopamine but no human trials as of yet.
Vitamin D D3 50UG, 2000 IU
Pure 1000mg Pure Cod Liver Oil
L-Tyrosine, Capsule 500mg is a good for producing dopamines, google the benefits
Very strong Probiotic 50 Billion CFU Bio Cultures with Prebiotics
Red Korean Ginseng minimum strength, 8000mg daily
If all these fail there is a drug used for Parkinson disease called Selegiline on prescription but I read for the USA it may not be covered by insurance if you haven't got Parkinson disease and may need to pay for it yourself but please be aware of to much dopamine it causes some serious side effect. if you are producing to much dopamine you may need, MAO-B which is an enzyme that hangs around the membranes of your mitochondria (your cells' battery packs) in the brain. MAO-B eats up neurotransmitters, including dopamine.
How Selegiline Protects Your Brain and Keeps You Young
Everyone is looking for that magic pill to make you run faster, jump higher, think faster, and live longer. That may not exist for now, but there’s one prescription drug that people swear by to increase lifespan and brain functioning, even though it’s minimally researched and not widely...blog.daveasprey.com
Dopamine agonists (pramipexole, ropinirole)
Dopamine agonists is the name used to describe a type (class) of Parkinson’s drug. You will be prescribed an unbranded dopamine agonist medication such as ropinirole, or a branded dopamine agonist such as Mirapexin.www.parkinsons.org.uk
Honestly it could be a placebo effect but this is the best I have been in about 2 years, I have managed to wash and clean myself, done a few choirs around the house it feels like a fog has lifted and I seem to have regained some energy and motivation I actually felt rather happy sitting here watching TV and I haven't had that feeling in a long time.
I am actually sitting here thinking of things I can do I feel really good I've not even had a stella artois, lol anyway before you rush out or buy any vitamins lets give it a week or two to see if my unmotivated self returns like I said it could just be a placebo effect and I turn back into a zombie. Please GOD I hope it doesn't.
But I thought I would share this good news with you even if it does turn out to be temporary but I am even thinking of cycling again as I must have put on over 2 stone sat at home doing nothing, eating junk food.
My next step is trying to go to sleep at a normal time and get up early and see if I can get a routine going.
My old girlfriend used to say I send mixed messages, I suppose she could have been right as on the first message I am helping you to kill yourself and the second message trying to save you, .
Anyway I will end it here and I will give an update in a month to see if my life has changed, that's if I'm not banned for being a pro lifer, but this was all down to SS as I started to read and send messages and something in my brain switched on as I couldn't be bothered to do anything.
Thanks everyone I still might need my SN regime, haha. Just remember to read and research anything yourself any member suggests, this way you are aware of any dangerous side effects and it's easy to find with a simple google search.
Cheers
Geo
I had similar symptoms to how you feel. did you get tested for low testosterone? I have been prescribed TRT it took along time on the NHS and was really hard work to get them, to give it me.1st appointment took a long time but i was assured if test results come back bad i would be given it.....didnt happen.It took like an extra year till finally someone listened. they took that long to diagnose and stressed me out etc made me 10X worse. I can't comment on effectiveness as i haven't even tried the meds and am not planning on it either.
Thanks I grow a beard is 3 days but I will have it tested I can arrange a blood test with my doctor they tried to send me for one about a year ago but I never went but I am still feeling OK so fingers x thanks for the advice.
Cheers
Geo
I have no problem growing a beard but what you said "I have no energy and motivation, low sex drive can't even be bothered to wash or clean my teeth, had to give up my job I get out of bed lay on the settee and watch TV and surf the internet" i have exactly the same.
the problem with low T it is often misdiagnosed as depression and so i imagine visa versa. In fact one nurse taking bloods said symptoms sound like manic depression, i thought its probably both amount i got fucked about and ended up out of work etc. my sister thinks I'm bipolar aswell, she's a nurse!
Thanks I have taken Turmeric and Vitamin D and I feel a lot better I seem to have more energy and motivation but if anything changes I will check my T level in fact I am due to meet with the doctor soon so I will ask if they can check for that as well. If they mess me around I will get the super drug test which is very quick and costs £50.00.
Cheers
Geo
I had similar symptoms to how you feel. did you get tested for low testosterone? I have been prescribed TRT it took along time on the NHS and was really hard work to get them, to give it me.1st appointment took a long time but i was assured if test results come back bad i would be given it.....didnt happen.It took like an extra year till finally someone listened. they took that long to diagnose and stressed me out etc made me 10X worse. I can't comment on effectiveness as i haven't even tried the meds and am not planning on it either.
If mentally ill, looks like L-Theanine may be worth a try. It's reported an ability to lessen the positive symptoms of the schizoaffective disorder and schizophrenia, plus the manic episodes of bipolar. It can be found as green tea, if you drink enough loads of it ! (several liters per day). Or 400mg - could apparently cut down a few mental episodes. Globally, it improves stress, anxiety, sleep quality, depression, the immune system, protects brain cells (antioxydant) and finally can help to burn fat. On this latter field (weight loss) Berberine or Yohimbine are about the best available (watch out for the counter-indications of Yohimbine though)
Thanks for your advice, it has some excellent benefits all tea's contain L-Theanine and like I said in message #20 I get out of bed lay on the settee and watch TV and surf the internet and drink copious amounts of tea, well I am British you know, I must drink 12 big mugs of tea a day easy, my mum's was born in Ireland so we drink it like water, lol I mean I just made us a round of tea for everyone and 50 minutes later she's brought in another mug of tea haha. I think if I have it in supplement form I will OD on it.
Cheers
Geo
I bet you piss like a race horse
When people CTB with SN there are stories of some people becoming unconscious in minutes, well stop communicating in minutes, it seems to act faster for some people who get immediate effects and others it takes a while for the effects to start working, I wonder if this could be linked to the SN whether its Lab Grade or Food Grade, can it be possible one gives you a faster more peaceful experience.
I have no proof and I'm not a prof but I will take a wild stab in the dark and say if possible aim to purchase food grade as there is a good possibility you have eaten it before, well I certainly have.
Any thoughts
Cheers
Geo
I thought the same thing about people being sick, perhaps the anti emetics are fake etc??. I suppose there are a lot of factors that we can't be sure about, in different peoples circumstances
There's a real possibility they could be fakes as many of us have bought them from the famous auction websites not online chemists I have checked the box and tablets inside and they look legit, I'm not sure there is a way to test them, I know i will need to quit smoking for a month as I almost choke and vomit after brushing my teeth, lol.
Cheers
Geo
I still have problem with the timing of propranolol
Now I think using 800mg propranolol (20×40mg) 1hr befor SN and 20min befor tagment. is this ok?
I'm sure propranolol and SN in same time doesn't work. And enhance risk of vomiting
You should get the immediate release 40mg instead of "long acting" or XR (Extended Release) 80mg Propranolol.Does it matter if the propranolol is the long acting version? I can only find that in 40mg tabs and would rather not crush up 80 x 10mg tabs
Thanks for this information @Jumper Geo , I was searching the forum for why such a high dose of propranolol is needed, and I think I found the answer in your thread :)
Propranolol is used for things like stage fright. It acts as a tranquilizer since it slows down the heart rate. I can't imagine taking such a high dose. It would knock me out.
It's incredibly hard to OD on. The massive quantity needed is huge. I don't see how anyone can swallow that amount of a drug without vomiting. I've taken it in the past as a prescription and it had no effect on me at all.
Thank you so much. I think I have finally found my method. Thank you for perfecting or helping me perfect things. You are awesome.