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angelalexandra

angelalexandra

girl with a caustic halo
Apr 26, 2025
15
I've decided to promise to myself that im not gonna make any more attempts to CTB unless i do it right. I'll only kill myself when i can get my hands on SN or enough opioids to reliably overdose, no more half assed panadol overdoses or suffocation attempts. After everything ive been through i at least deserve a good, peaceful death.
 
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Comefindthemissing

Banned Scammer
May 28, 2025
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I really wish you the best and hopefully u won't have any more trouble with your plans and if u need any help finding stuff don't hesitate to ask <3
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,875
I see myself as deserving a peaceful death as well, all I want is to cease existing painlessly and never suffer ever again, I wish you the best.
 

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